Monday, November 15, 2010

136th- Who am i?

For every grain of pain, a drop of rain drips in the form of a tear stain.
A fear tamed? Sheer shame alone can break the bones of an emotional flame.
I'm burning out.
I'm yearning attention, but no one hears me shout.

Help? Help me if you want.
Granted you don't leave the second i call you a cunt.
Insensitive? These are my puns.
Its not fun to be funny when the only one who is laughing is none.

I'm not a rapper, an ass grabber, a smart person nor am i a back stabber.
I'm seeking your attention, speaking with no sense of a divine repetition.
I'm speaking with a sense of defense against sadness, immense.

A chance, to let you in on a secret...

I learned that the life I, we, live in is a lie.
Studied the foundations of Illuminati and the symbolic eye.
Commercials. Essential? brain washing you to buy.
Learned that you watch the T.V depict what is life.

...and you follow. it truly is a sorrow.

thats why nobody gives a fuck about my, his or her life.
They wanna live their own, ignoring others CAUSE ITS TRIFE.
Plus, i let go of my life.
The only problem with that is.... who am i?

~Every day a ray of hope decays...

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1:08 PM