Sunday, November 28, 2010

138th- I get no applause.

Cause when i serve, i get faded.
With the mic, i don't deserve it.
Words so insane it pains to observe it.
I get no applause. They pause and i get lost quick.

No wits and my rhymes don't stay fit.
My words just don't fit.
No link with the rhymes with life's shit.
Flow is neat, but the hoes hate rap hits.

You guys clap to the stuff i didn't cause.
All my hard work gone like the wind storm.

The laws of Murphy is the bomb.
I stomp on positive actions and be sad.
I chomp on happiness to be glad...
I lack the self confidence to be evil and bad,

Jerking off at...
3:12 PM

Friday, November 19, 2010

137th- Find your way back home.

I'll smite thee,
and i'll fight he.
I'll despise she,
Just to show that i'm not sinned.

A hidden disguise is portrayed in front of your eyes.
Forbidden demise lies in the future of mine.
Dine in hell fire, Cuisine with red wine.
Soaked in crimson blood, from the fashion of a design.

We're ALL victims of peer pressure? oh how true.
We wanna fit in? I'll spit on your porch and leather shoe.
But so few observe what we're turning into.
copies of ourselves... How pitiful. :/

We had the key.
But some traded it for 'free',
in return we get a fancier door,
One which we cannot open, cause we're left with no key.

Jerking off at...
9:47 PM

Monday, November 15, 2010

136th- Who am i?

For every grain of pain, a drop of rain drips in the form of a tear stain.
A fear tamed? Sheer shame alone can break the bones of an emotional flame.
I'm burning out.
I'm yearning attention, but no one hears me shout.

Help? Help me if you want.
Granted you don't leave the second i call you a cunt.
Insensitive? These are my puns.
Its not fun to be funny when the only one who is laughing is none.

I'm not a rapper, an ass grabber, a smart person nor am i a back stabber.
I'm seeking your attention, speaking with no sense of a divine repetition.
I'm speaking with a sense of defense against sadness, immense.

A chance, to let you in on a secret...

I learned that the life I, we, live in is a lie.
Studied the foundations of Illuminati and the symbolic eye.
Commercials. Essential? brain washing you to buy.
Learned that you watch the T.V depict what is life.

...and you follow. it truly is a sorrow.

thats why nobody gives a fuck about my, his or her life.
They wanna live their own, ignoring others CAUSE ITS TRIFE.
Plus, i let go of my life.
The only problem with that is.... who am i?

~Every day a ray of hope decays...

Jerking off at...
1:08 PM

Friday, November 5, 2010

135th- Change

I need to improve myself.
To prove that by believing i can fine tune myself.
might loss a tooth or two or even kill myself.
But i need to tighten up my skills, build up steel, come back with an iron fist, ready to kill.

I'm almost finished with this singlish.. eeshh.
i wanna cease this language mixed with a chinese dish.
Perish the 'lar' and shush the 'lor'.
Cherish my beliefs and maybe even break the law.

Just so you know, i'm getting braces.
I also might be going back to online strategics and bases.
Improve my faith and bathe in blessings cause i'm the divine's slave.
Or... maybe not change at all and listen to orders and behave.

Jerking off at...
11:57 AM