Saturday, October 30, 2010

134th- an alter ego

Ever was a time when no one hears you screaming?
Ever wondered about a life with no happy ending?
A life with no meaning?
Am i dreaming?

A world where misery is present at all timing...

Where people considered people who were smart as nerds.
Where people got in cliques, ignoring the useless herds.
Where people were to scared to be voiced and heard...
and the people who did just that, got shot down in the dirt.

I feel like the only person i can talk to is myself.
Share secrets, opinions and ask for help.
Somehow this method gave birth to an alter me.
A different way of thinking this character possess in he.

~ Another me in me. This other me looks only and dark side of life, and the light he can never see.

Jerking off at...
4:47 PM

Thursday, October 21, 2010

133rd- Flowless

I got no flow, no edge, no one will listen to my rap.
No one knows what i have to go through, just for scraps.
No one knows the real me, thats why the fake me is being treated as crap.
I deleted the facts, repeated the same mistakes over and back.

A pessimistic rap-fanatic ambigramist in my place to be...

The mystic in the kinetics in my lip sync with my G2 pen B.
So i'm sort of like an artist if you pretend to be me,
You'll be amazed with what i can do, when you gimme a pen thats inky.
I'll make wonders for you to wonder over with my body odor stinky.

I can spit like saliva when the feeling is right.
I can split the knight rida with my lyrics as knife.
I can do all sort of things with ink, mind and might.
But my mind goes blank when you hand me the mic.

~Use to drop bombs till my pen explodes. Now its laughing at me, in my super saiyan mode.

Jerking off at...
6:20 PM

Monday, October 18, 2010

133rd- Nonsense i spew

I'll start it with a beat.
(dum dum tak, dum, dum dum tak.)
With the bass i stick and pick a rhyme to kick.
Lick the shit stain off a' my cheek.
Verbal diarrhea is how i'd like to spew it.

First verse gone and the second is born.
My style is old, ugly and torn- just like your mom.
But my skills still as corny as corn.
Horny as porn, Thorny as thorns, the rose weathers with the coming of dawn.

Can you understand with the current pace?
Fuck it.
No one is reading so i'm talking to my face.
Place this mic in my ass, so you can here my bowels in the speakers till it blast!

~ This is another fuel of gas to light up my blog from it being dead.

Jerking off at...
12:52 PM

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

132nd- Exams are over :l

The exams are over and i am free.
Free like that rich chic given a shopping spree.
But i made so much careless mistakes its like a failing spree.
Tailing me, like missiles aiming me, like a dick in a chic analing me. O.O

Sense is nothing common to me.
Thats why i sense i'll fail with no sense in me.
Thats why i vent my anger on myself and the soul in me.
No one understands what i have to go through just to be me.

Enough with my life...

Lets go back to the end of exams like a divorce with a wife.
Lets go back to the friend who damned himself with a knife.
"Lets not read this blog cause its so boring times thrice"
... lets just go back to your life.. ignoring mine coz its trife.

~Exams are over, but that doesn't stop the fact that i'm dying inside of my cover.

Jerking off at...
8:07 PM

Thursday, October 7, 2010

131st- A mid-way break from exams day.

A break from all this exams is what i really need.
A break from life tackling me for not having to succeed.
A short time to imagine a world with no papers.
A report rhyme in this image in a world with no fakers.

Nice.
No skool 2moro means no exams to revise.
No fools trying to pressure me to be something i despise.
No need for fucking cause we're already screwed for life.

Half way through the exams and im gonna fail so many.
Chinese is a downfall and so is the call for history.
I have confidence in Science, English and Geography...
... But you know what they say about the goal and complacency.

~ if it wasn't for this wrist i'd have nothing to slit.

Jerking off at...
2:24 PM