Tuesday, March 30, 2010

74th- Making the choices

Mic check.
Still checking...
checking and waiting for a conclusion of life-making.

Standing here with this invisible mic,
its like,
the only freestyle i do is in my mind.

The rhymes that come out
with or without
sense is more or less dense
than words with more chance
to defend my rap thought to enhance.
Hence,
unable to freestyle like an Emcee thats too lance.
No offense, I can rhymes with no hands, but i must write to have some sense.

~Making decisions with visions of the life ahead. Good reddens, with tens of pens writing non sense. Same goes to you, you and you... the one beside you and the one who hates and dislikes you. Effort times two!

Jerking off at...
8:03 PM

Monday, March 29, 2010

73rd- just gimme back

Mike checking...
This is the queue where i start rapping, rhyming,
no difference cause i don't have a beat to rhyme to...
so i'm typing,
rhyming and type types or ripe, raw words in mind.

Have any?
Any words to spare?
any words to spare to make me care
about your life here and there.
Where?
In the toilet bowl too? where?

As i stare and glare
and dare to choose to bare
with your excuse.
The thought of you thinking that i used
you is produced and never reduced
and using it to confuse and fuse
my reality so that to illude
me that you're not gonna elude and conclude
that i was in the wrong feud to begin with, dude?

And now i sit here forgetting you... but you always come and intrude.

~Am i that weak? weak to give sympathy and pity every week of this short life stick?
You a trick which i now finally see, so to speak.

Jerking off at...
4:24 PM

Saturday, March 27, 2010

72nd- If only you were here.

Mic check, subject 1,2... ready for take off.
Yo yo yo,
Listen people listen close,
cause i'm pretty bored and chose
to close my schedule for reasons i don't already know.

Haven't studied nor done my homework,
What a jerk that lurks inside this body work
of my soul to be heard across miles of water works.

Feel so useless,
Good for nothing loser who does nothing but curses.
Versus,
me and you and the worstest.
"worstest", is that a word thirst?
Worsest equals worst amongst the worst first.
I make all sortsa illogical nonsense.
Its pointless,
cause i need you to fulfill my wishes
and i'm so stressed out and laziest
without you here being the closest.

~If only you were here dear, would i no longer have this miserable fear here to stir up my life to steer. If only you were here.

Jerking off at...
7:57 PM

Friday, March 26, 2010

71st- Combine sports meet.

testing 1,2... ah fuck it.
We won for three times in a row.
To throw
our voices down the hole
wasn't such a bad idea though.
Screaming at Combine sports meet's flows.

Cause i did,
i wasn't soo much relieved
but my throat was sore to see.
Eventually,
couldn't talk properly,
properly talking won't be so frequently.
See?
Want shouting for hours did inconsistently.
Plead and blead and no time to read
the banners of our team...

and it seems
I no longer see the dream
to which represent my school.
what a fool
to which my ambitions lead me to.

~Glad, a little sad, glad that not that sad to be led to be fed by others who don't care to bare with any fare treatment here and there... While i sit helplessly on this chair

Jerking off at...
8:08 PM

Thursday, March 25, 2010

70th- Fuck you haters.

Mic check,*dg dg dg*
Aiyyo,
A message to all haters,
word to your mother's mother's
and laters,
Say hi to your ancestral loser
when you meet them in hell later.
Sex masturbator, chaser
the waiter who thinks their greater, better than a master acer rapper!

~As the laziness builds, So does the field of guilt and quilts. I rap for fun cause its fun to rap for fun so rap the fun of rapping to be fun

Jerking off at...
7:02 PM

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

69th- mic check

Aiyyo,
mic check,
checking my mind set,
to detect any rhyme detectable yet.
In fact, react with some wack raps
and jack it off with stacks of crap stats.

I'm going bats,
batman is that.
Wet, dry, i don't have a 6 pac... yet.
So crack open your skull,
Find anything dull
and turn it around for awhile
while i find a way to freestyle.
This is all a pile
of wasted bile, child.

~High again... insane to boredom again... again high till sky knows no limitless ties and tries to spies on your life spices kites.... nonsensical sights in my thoughts are putting you in a fright?

Jerking off at...
9:29 PM

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

68th- I want you back.

Ouh shit,
i feel like that too.
Don't know why but i do.
Rarely do i feel guilty...
I just feel this way suddenly.

It was too long,
so long ago that it need not be told.
Reminisce,
i wish,
that i didn't let you go,
now i fell like i wanna throw
myself into deepest hole
next to the hell.
Soo low, that hell is being extremely cold.

I wanna let it go,
but i just can't think straight yo.
Wonder if there is another amongst those
that can compare with your soul.

~I miss. Miss the voice of peace. The peace of me given by thee. Thee was we when she were here with me. see?

Jerking off at...
8:36 PM

Sunday, March 21, 2010

67th- book of rhymes.

Guess...
Its no test,
but the best, unless
your not a rap digest.

Look,
i finally found my rap book.
The one which took me hours to find.
To bind all my repetitive words, too fine.
Its literally full of rhymes.

Before i had a blog in sight,
I would always write
to fight
the urge to rap inside.
Though my vocab isn't wide,
i can decide
to recite, reside from the mind.

The time to "combine
rhymes into a picturesque line"
is now.
In the book of rhymes.

~the book is back, its even more wack and less exact.

Jerking off at...
12:58 PM

Saturday, March 20, 2010

66.5( Homework)

Mike check 1,2,1,2.
Homework was neglected except for a few.
Maths is done,
I think English there's none,
Having too much fun
when it comes to Chinese,
i am intellectually stunned.

The rest, i'm just not sure.
There's Geog, but where's the paper.
Later, imma do it.
I meant tomorrow, whatever.

~Ah screw it, It to screw to reduce to nothing but screws. so imma be screwed to screws till there nothing left to screw. screw this. Imma scew it b4 it screws me. Lit see hu screw first eternally.

Jerking off at...
5:00 PM

66th- back in the rap.

My rhymes,
sorry if i post too much of em this time.

Think back,
it took me 2years to get use to rap,
I was so stressed that i needed some serious help.
and the answer was in the media sell.
Well,
Listened to am all day,
admiring their word play,
always okay with MCs doing their own unique way.

But after countless poems,
do em'
for special people who truly noe em',
supporting my rhymes for the sake
of liking it, don't nid to fake
and it will take
me to the next level for my own sake.

Though my thoughts filled with hate,
the reminder of supporters helps me tolerate
the people who truly irritate.
Thank you for the thoughtful praise.

~truly am grateful.

Jerking off at...
3:13 PM

Friday, March 19, 2010

65th- I'm fucked up

listen, listen.
Pay attention.
Time to change the station,
tuning in to Rap clown's recitations.
Not only are these beautiful creations
his but its all free form examinations.

Listen,
you still listening, reading?
whatever it is your calling,
The stuff i do here is all sickening.
So when you cum, come
to some measurable sum,
you'll definitely go dumb,
hum,hum,hum,
Then you'll feel like your head is in your dad's bum.
then you feel like wriggling your way out with your own thumb.

Then the residue you
have is still cool if you still do
listen to true stupid shit
that this blog has for you.
You feel what i'm saying to you?
You don't!?
...
Well thats just too bad for you.

Just know that i'm coming,
cumming to your house in styles,
here to vandalize your eyes
with my ridiculous, almost insane trials.

Right now i'm starstruck.
Joking! i'm moonstruck.
Don't tempt me coz i have my own monster truck.
Shit, i just did a whole post without saying fuck.

~nice
~I'm so high rite now.
High on you!!!
xD

Jerking off at...
6:13 PM

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

64th- bad habits

Here is a reminder,
never do drugs nor cigarettes later
in the future or even better, never.

Here's the thing,
bad habits which affects your life,
i go against it,
coz you'll nvr see the light
if you do all those unsightly shit.
Tik, tok, tik.
Time is passing and you're wasting it.
Don't do it,
Avoid it and do something meaningful, pips.
The words you read,
you must indubitably heed.

~Smoke and it'll destroy your hope. While you dangle on that rope, others are laughing as you choke to death due to dope.

Jerking off at...
2:23 PM

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

63rd- No hate

Looks its the time.
The time to spit some random shit,
random shit with my amateur rhymes.
Friendship doesn't cause a dime,
its worth more,
and if you can't see that, your a worthless swine,
whore, hoe, anything will do.
as long as your not mine, im happy too.

Whats with this constant controversy?
People hating on one another for no reason apparently.
Listen to me,
Me is who you should be listening, me.
See,
i might be a hypocrite for saying this shit
but stop hating, even a little bit.
Take a sit,
reflect about this emotional kill,
the thrill you get from destroying their will.

Feel free to spill
your hate on innocent victims till
they come back and attack and soon you'll regret
the thanks that you lacked, for that fact,
hate is to blame for igniting that flame.
*sigh* what a shame.
This could be avoided if you just took the blame.

~ stop hating.

Jerking off at...
2:53 PM

Saturday, March 13, 2010

62nd- TGC

Today basically,
We had TGC,
(Temasek Grand Carnival), its an acronym.
Not only did it hurt my limb,
But my team,
was confusing, distracting,
everything that i didn't need.
But i managed it with some minor difficulty,
Attendance was especially,
the worst amongst thee.
What else could i have done?
I was managing sec ones...

I'm dearly sorry,
for neglecting my class.
I was supervising unfortunately
for the sec ones, most importantly.
Please,
Don't hate me
just because i put my student leadership
before my class's urgency.
I truly am dearly sorry
for being uncooperative
with the class's uncertainty and perplexity.

Overall view,
public were more than few
... Chaotically true.

Jerking off at...
7:22 PM

Thursday, March 11, 2010

61st- Englsih

Due to the importance of English,
I'm gonna take the initiative.
The initiative to post a new word a day.
A day, a word.
A day, New information to learn.
A day, more time to burn.

English.
Very important, Cause i need to polish
my vocabulary and grammar.
Cause if i don't practice, its gonna vanish.
But imma vanquish
over this rap, the gap between the level between an MC and me
will be overcome and the victor will eventually be me
and it won't affect my vanity.

*Vanity~excessive pride in one's appearance, qualities, abilities, achievements, etc.; character or quality of being vain; conceit


~Learn to understand

Jerking off at...
7:50 PM

60th- History

Oh great.
The flu is back again.
The agony, the pain,
the resistance to sneeze is in vein.
Enough about my being sick to gain.

History... Must i mock more about history?
Why not... Isn't it already fucking me?
The project is difficult to get a B,
The most i think we might get is something lower than an E.
Please,
V***a sucks like Feces.
These tasks are indubitably wasting me.

Knock knock.
Whos there?
Jank.
Jank who?
Janki V***a!

J to the A to the N.K.I.
Who the fuck wants to fuck us up until we die?
JANKI!!! JANKI!!!
YAY JANKI!!!
Fuck you!

~This is total verbal constipation.

Jerking off at...
6:29 PM

Monday, March 8, 2010

59th- online work

Damn this online work is difficult.
No time to be in a state of exult.
Can't go to some of em website. Despite,
"clear" instructions given its like,
the work is meant for an adult
or maybe i'm just too lazy for the results.
Not here to insult, not here to consult,
no means to do it, no means to turn to the cult.

Its all about hard work,
better understanding how this bullshit works
cause i don't.
I'm only good at something not everything
cause everyone can't noe everything
simultaneously speaking.

~How to do is uncool work, fools?

Jerking off at...
1:17 PM

Sunday, March 7, 2010

58th- mass cip

Today was mass CIP.
Basically,
we had to ask people to donate "intentionally"
to the presidents challenge for charity.
It was tiring and crazy.

I only made 27 dollars.
while others had 100+, even crazier.
Was that even possible?
People!
How the hell is that do-able?
Its not like putting money on the table,
we had to go out...
what did you do to get that much, shout?

~how the?

Jerking off at...
8:07 PM

Saturday, March 6, 2010

57th- english is important

English is important.
Don't doubt that its important.
Its usefulness is the reason to which
why i wanna be better at it .
Take a sit, take a dictionary and read it.

But sometimes... im too lazy to do so.
Too busy to flip the pages, too slow.
But one day a word can help my lyrical rhyme flows.

English helps enhance
my rap to advance,
No longer will i be a lance
but i'll hav a prof. rap stance.
Gimme a chance
to put people into a trance
like a sense of intimate romance.

~English is important.

Jerking off at...
10:30 AM

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

56th- History project.

History oh history.
Why the fuck you fucking me?

Mrs V***a oh Mrs V***a?
Why you making me go crazy?
In the first place, Why the fuck are you teaching history?
You're lessons are nap time for me.
You're so boring that I prefer dying.
Suicide is the only way out of your teaching.
~sigh.

WHY?
Why you giving us an impossible task, why?
Why don't you retire so that we can rehire, why?
WHY WHY WHY?

I fucking hate you mrs V***a!
You're such a mother fucking arse.
you're pimples look like stars
in the night sky, haha.
Fuck lah.
Hell is nothing without Mrs V***a!

~Fuck Mrs V***a- history tcher.

Jerking off at...
7:54 PM

Monday, March 1, 2010

55th- blogging rhyme time

Aight,

its blogging rhyme time.

where else can you see words that rhyme the whole time.

Then the time to rhyme must be less than last time,

Does the rhyme take time or does time take rhyme?

If so, then my rhymes take up time that just sorta rhymes.

Unfortunately, rhyming needs timing, so time takes rhyme.

Do you understand the time wasted on reading this rhyme?

Or are you just taking your time reading this rhyme?

Then, kick back and enjoy the blogging rhyme time

and rhyme with the same timing as my rhymes the whole time.

So in the end, rhyme rhymes with time the whole time.

What a waste of my rhyme time rhyming...

Jerking off at...
3:40 PM