25th- realization
Waddup peeps !
i forgot to post yeaterday. At least,
i'm posting now. I think i'm slowly losin
rhymes to release.
I can always think the rhymes,
But every time
i wanna write it down, i forgot the line.
Maybe its a sign
that i don't have the nerve
to compose these verse
and my ideas can never be flawless.
Always careless
with the words i put in. Thus,
having lots of messed up verses...
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But anywho, today was kinda of new
to me.
Did something before my class and i feel kinda guilty,
Please,
it wasn't that bad,
i went back to class after that.
I can't post what and why i did it,
not even a bit.
That was the only exciting thing today...
Played dota and listened to eminem the whole day.
i think i'm getting fat.
its kinda hard for me to say,
but i haven't gone to swimming for a long time... thats
why i think i'm getting bigger..
I'm just too lazy and always say that imma do it later.
From this... i got lazier.
I might do it tomorrow
cause tomorrow i might not follow
my fat conscience and not stick my face in the pillow
to long for the day and i wouldn't feel such sorrow
which come from these lazy acts and i have to plough
my way to gain muscularity. Though,
i might not be able to throw
myself into doing this yo.
Jerking off at...
6:23 PM