Friday, October 23, 2009
6th- Today
Today we built a sand castle.Never thought that i would be ableto make it stable.It was some hard shit to buildeven a little bit would stillbe troublesome to do.The structure of it was so difficultthat i only understood a few.Even though we won firstthe quench for thirstwas all i wantedand i didn't think we could have lasted.But we did.We won a prize even though we did a little bit.After the tough torture took a flight.I guess my friends were rightwhen they said that i couldn't make it to the mosque. But at least i prayed a bitand gained some light.Isn't that still somethin?Any who, after prayerit got badderas i had to go back to school lateras i had to attend ncc and was troublesome as ever.But i did attendin the endas i didn't want to be a leave-erDespite my intentionsthe ncc wasn't that badbut we did talk something abt porn and masturbation...:Psome of the responses were pitiful and bad.This cca has let to more exhaustion to add.Even though it was funI can'treally go through a Tuesday without being so bummedout.My friend wasn't thereso he was missing outon all the fun even when we were done.Got back homebut i wasn't alonemy lil bro was there and my sis wasn't at home nor on the phone.Why am i telling you this useless info.for?I guess i kinda do suck to the coreeven when i open the doorto life.~sigh*
Jerking off at...
6:00 PM