Thursday, October 29, 2009
13th- Today... agian... again... again
Today was kinda long.Eventhough we left early, there was a sports cap. briefing going on.I totally forgot about what happened before it went on.Forgot about what happened in the class but not briefing.If i recall, it was something about... complaining.There were some good ones but majority of em' were sucking.I can't relive what happened in the class before we leave.Forgot about something.Maybe there wasn't anything to be remembering.:PBut after all the unmemorable event,the sports cap briefing was so boring that i wish i had not went.The things that we were suppose to do was something i can'tdo.Or i'm just too lazy to do.Thats the most probable reasonwhy everything said during it was as hard as levitation.Maybe i'm just lacking determination...I guess my life is full of little distractions.I hate it when we have to payfor something that i don't even want to do anyway.I feel like i wanna say,"Fuck off! Do i look like a bank who is gonna do your play."There is no wayi'm actually liking this.But its compulsory and cause i'm on the list.I think i shouldn't have joined, cause the only good part was the feast.Nah, i'm just kidding with yall.Its not like i wanna quit cause i ain't having a ball.There is alot of hard work which need to be put in...which means that sooner or later imma fall.But after the discussion.I wanted to go play soccer with my friends but no one waited for me.i was companion-less.I think i have a low stamina.Cause i had P.E this morning and i wanted to faint. URGHH!I was seriously out of breath.I wanted to tear my heart out of my chest.I just wanted myself to hurt less.But i just went over my limit, and did my best.The worst part was, we won nothing and lost to the rest.:(
Jerking off at...
4:30 PM