Saturday, October 24, 2009
7th- My apologies
i sincerely apologizefor whatever i didto bring that resentment in your eyes.Just know it was not an intentional try.i know you won't crybut the hate is painfuland i would dieinside if i knew it.Just know that i regret iteven a little bit.But all i want is your forgivenessso that we can carry on with our livesand you won't think of me as worthlessand iwon't have to live in darknessIt happened onceand it may happen again.Though you better know the truthbefore you treat me with disdain.If it was done to upset youthen the intentions weren't true.Regardless of whatever youthink of me,just make sure you still dotreat meas a friendandnot an enemy.Hope you're paying attention and listeningto my apology.Hope inside youyou're forgivingme.Seriously.This might not be a big issueto you.But the way you treat me isn't so coolwhen you talk about me and make me look like a fool.It hurts inside and it will bleed until youare nice again. i am not a toolwhich youcan dispose of and get another two.~sigh*
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