Thursday, March 3, 2011
141- The last post of hope... dope
This blog has come to an end.
The journey was fun, but i'm done with the trend.
This blog helped me master the pen.
To write the right rhymes, synchronized with the pen.
The final goodbye.
The final post about my fucked up life.
The blogging will stop, but the feeling won't die.
This ain't a dead blog....
its the last blog with superb nice rhymes.
It has been a long run.. 140 to be exact.
If 100 little shorties read this than i'll be on anthrax.
And thats that.
And thats phat... The last post will be dedicated to hip hop 2nite.
Goodbye and good night, good luck and good fight... may god help you to fight. :P
~ the final goodbye, peace out divine-repetition, good night :')
Jerking off at...
9:51 PM
Sunday, January 9, 2011
140th- A new year.
A new year.
New pants, new glance at girls looking at their rears
...and it looks good.
The view is great that it makes me wanna masturba... nvm.
I've reached the next level.
Secondary 3 is a new page of the novel.
Where guys get manlier, and girls hair get a rebond .
Where girls wear G-string, and guys wear a strap-on.
Obnoxious little brats are as small as a canary.
Little kids looking up "porn" in the dictionary.
But now we're more mature.
We only insult sluts and their buts when its penetrated by our darts.
~Cheers to a new start, re-piece your heart, re-seize the confidence you lost in the dark. Let's rekindle the spark.
Jerking off at...
2:52 PM
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
139th- To die, and wait for another day to revive.
Nobody barely reads my blog,
it might as well die and rot.
The D.R.L is dead, everyone forgot.
I look at my raps crumble, stash the ash in a pot.
Then bury it in an ampty treasure,
"L" marks the spot.
"L" for loser.
Go to hell you posers.
Supporters, my ass.
Might as well support your dead mothers.
I write killer rhymes and you can't find time to read the words?
Curse the length, its the strenth of the letters that matter.
Its the quality, not the quantity, its not quantum physics.
Its relatable, As long as you know whats a rectum and tits.
Fuck it.
Don;t even bother to read.
Go retreat to your daily lives.
Go stick a dick in your sockets, with a pocket full of knives.
~ i live in a place where rap isn't phat, and everyone claps to pop crap.
Jerking off at...
4:31 PM
Sunday, November 28, 2010
138th- I get no applause.
Cause when i serve, i get faded.
With the mic, i don't deserve it.
Words so insane it pains to observe it.
I get no applause. They pause and i get lost quick.
No wits and my rhymes don't stay fit.
My words just don't fit.
No link with the rhymes with life's shit.
Flow is neat, but the hoes hate rap hits.
You guys clap to the stuff i didn't cause.
All my hard work gone like the wind storm.
The laws of Murphy is the bomb.
I stomp on positive actions and be sad.
I chomp on happiness to be glad...
I lack the self confidence to be evil and bad,
Jerking off at...
3:12 PM
Friday, November 19, 2010
137th- Find your way back home.
I'll smite thee,
and i'll fight he.
I'll despise she,
Just to show that i'm not sinned.
A hidden disguise is portrayed in front of your eyes.
Forbidden demise lies in the future of mine.
Dine in hell fire, Cuisine with red wine.
Soaked in crimson blood, from the fashion of a design.
We're ALL victims of peer pressure? oh how true.
We wanna fit in? I'll spit on your porch and leather shoe.
But so few observe what we're turning into.
copies of ourselves... How pitiful. :/
We had the key.
But some traded it for 'free',
in return we get a fancier door,
One which we cannot open, cause we're left with no key.
Jerking off at...
9:47 PM
Monday, November 15, 2010
136th- Who am i?
For every grain of pain, a drop of rain drips in the form of a tear stain.
A fear tamed? Sheer shame alone can break the bones of an emotional flame.
I'm burning out.
I'm yearning attention, but no one hears me shout.
Help? Help me if you want.
Granted you don't leave the second i call you a cunt.
Insensitive? These are my puns.
Its not fun to be funny when the only one who is laughing is none.
I'm not a rapper, an ass grabber, a smart person nor am i a back stabber.
I'm seeking your attention, speaking with no sense of a divine repetition.
I'm speaking with a sense of defense against sadness, immense.
A chance, to let you in on a secret...
I learned that the life I, we, live in is a lie.
Studied the foundations of Illuminati and the symbolic eye.
Commercials. Essential? brain washing you to buy.
Learned that you watch the T.V depict what is life.
...and you follow. it truly is a sorrow.
thats why nobody gives a fuck about my, his or her life.
They wanna live their own, ignoring others CAUSE ITS TRIFE.
Plus, i let go of my life.
The only problem with that is.... who am i?
~Every day a ray of hope decays...
Jerking off at...
1:08 PM
Friday, November 5, 2010
135th- Change
I need to improve myself.
To prove that by believing i can fine tune myself.
might loss a tooth or two or even kill myself.
But i need to tighten up my skills, build up steel, come back with an iron fist, ready to kill.
I'm almost finished with this singlish.. eeshh.
i wanna cease this language mixed with a chinese dish.
Perish the 'lar' and shush the 'lor'.
Cherish my beliefs and maybe even break the law.
Just so you know, i'm getting braces.
I also might be going back to online strategics and bases.
Improve my faith and bathe in blessings cause i'm the divine's slave.
Or... maybe not change at all and listen to orders and behave.
Jerking off at...
11:57 AM
Saturday, October 30, 2010
134th- an alter ego
Ever was a time when no one hears you screaming?
Ever wondered about a life with no happy ending?
A life with no meaning?
Am i dreaming?
A world where misery is present at all timing...
Where people considered people who were smart as nerds.
Where people got in cliques, ignoring the useless herds.
Where people were to scared to be voiced and heard...
and the people who did just that, got shot down in the dirt.
I feel like the only person i can talk to is myself.
Share secrets, opinions and ask for help.
Somehow this method gave birth to an alter me.
A different way of thinking this character possess in he.
~ Another me in me. This other me looks only and dark side of life, and the light he can never see.
Jerking off at...
4:47 PM
Thursday, October 21, 2010
133rd- Flowless
I got no flow, no edge, no one will listen to my rap.
No one knows what i have to go through, just for scraps.
No one knows the real me, thats why the fake me is being treated as crap.
I deleted the facts, repeated the same mistakes over and back.
A pessimistic rap-fanatic ambigramist in my place to be...
The mystic in the kinetics in my lip sync with my G2 pen B.
So i'm sort of like an artist if you pretend to be me,
You'll be amazed with what i can do, when you gimme a pen thats inky.
I'll make wonders for you to wonder over with my body odor stinky.
I can spit like saliva when the feeling is right.
I can split the knight rida with my lyrics as knife.
I can do all sort of things with ink, mind and might.
But my mind goes blank when you hand me the mic.
~Use to drop bombs till my pen explodes. Now its laughing at me, in my super saiyan mode.
Jerking off at...
6:20 PM
Monday, October 18, 2010
133rd- Nonsense i spew
I'll start it with a beat.
(dum dum tak, dum, dum dum tak.)With the bass i stick and pick a rhyme to kick.
Lick the shit stain off a' my cheek.
Verbal diarrhea is how i'd like to spew it.
First verse gone and the second is born.
My style is old, ugly and torn- just like your mom.
But my skills still as corny as corn.
Horny as porn, Thorny as thorns, the rose weathers with the coming of dawn.
Can you understand with the current pace?
Fuck it.
No one is reading so i'm talking to my face.
Place this mic in my ass, so you can here my bowels in the speakers till it blast!
~ This is another fuel of gas to light up my blog from it being dead.
Jerking off at...
12:52 PM
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
132nd- Exams are over :l
The exams are over and i am free.
Free like that rich chic given a shopping spree.
But i made so much careless mistakes its like a failing spree.
Tailing me, like missiles aiming me, like a dick in a chic analing me. O.O
Sense is nothing common to me.
Thats why i sense i'll fail with no sense in me.
Thats why i vent my anger on myself and the soul in me.
No one understands what i have to go through just to be me.
Enough with my life...
Lets go back to the end of exams like a divorce with a wife.
Lets go back to the friend who damned himself with a knife.
"Lets not read this blog cause its so boring times thrice"
... lets just go back to your life.. ignoring mine coz its trife.
~Exams are over, but that doesn't stop the fact that i'm dying inside of my cover.
Jerking off at...
8:07 PM
Thursday, October 7, 2010
131st- A mid-way break from exams day.
A break from all this exams is what i really need.
A break from life tackling me for not having to succeed.
A short time to imagine a world with no papers.
A report rhyme in this image in a world with no fakers.
Nice.
No skool 2moro means no exams to revise.
No fools trying to pressure me to be something i despise.
No need for fucking cause we're already screwed for life.
Half way through the exams and im gonna fail so many.
Chinese is a downfall and so is the call for history.
I have confidence in Science, English and Geography...
... But you know what they say about the goal and complacency.
~ if it wasn't for this wrist i'd have nothing to slit.
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2:24 PM
Saturday, September 25, 2010
130th- I'm in the shadows... cause thats where everyone leaves me.
This war amongst friends must come to an end.
We use to hang out, share laughs and copy homewroks with pen.
Everyone can see this dispute ain't cute and i am an innoceny by-stand.
I guess i'm not one to say about stuff that i don't understand...
....Thats cause no one tells me anything anymore.
Its either sex or porn but never love or abore.
Therefore, no one thinks i have emotional thoughts and regard me as a bore.
In fact, i've got soo much feelings that i got it bottled and stored...
The time spent on these rhymes went overboard.
Of course my skill is forced outta my own true thoughts.
Thats why i'm focusing on exams now rather than life's faults.
My blog ain't deceased, its just waiting to be forgot.
Jerking off at...
4:40 PM
Friday, September 3, 2010
129th- Progress report/ art diss
There is no progress in my progress report.
No need to confess that this shit is rigged before.
From a 65% average to a fucking 54!
Fuck abhor, i'm outraged and reach my boiling point.
Art fucking sucks.
Fuck art, i'll depart my skills to rap as my only form of art.
I'll probably paint a picture of her getting stabbed in the heart.
Then dump her in a cart, sell her limb for limb, each for a buck.
I gave in my best and thats all i got!?
Got nothing, na da, air dust, fuck, bust... a fucking zero in my report!
Pulled down my marks like some skinny kid's xxL shorts.
what am i gonna tell my Pops?
" The teacher lost my art work cause she sucked too much cocks"
~I've got so much to diss, pissed at shit even the least to start with... but i just don't wanna list.
Jerking off at...
6:49 PM
Sunday, August 29, 2010
128th- Hate myself for hating myself.
Have ever sat down and think,
think about life when it so coincidentally struck.
Just the other day i was sipping a drink,
and realized that my life totally sucked.
I'm too lazy too rhyme,
Too lazy to find a right reason to pleasure my mind.
Too lazy to care about what your life is like.
Too lazy to have a goal for my soul, ignoring the light.
But a part of me wants to go on, ignoring my hate blows.
But i'm left with self loathe.
Its like grand theft with my mind, body and soul.
Can someone please tell me the death toll.
~No one reads these... ignoring my shit with real ease.
Jerking off at...
12:05 PM
Sunday, August 22, 2010
127th- steroeptypes are for black males misunderstood.
Don't we all just love the white folks.
"Black" jokes made to destroy "Black" hopes.
Every-day videos made arabs look dope.
American governments are as cynical and devious as pope mixed iwth coc.
Nope. I will not give in to these stereotypes.
Neither should you think that all muslims are terrorists hyped.
The government is hiding the truth in plain sight!
So you think different, assuming wrong is right.
You cannot always believe in things you see.
They deceive you easily with cartoons,
harpooned you at an early age of three.
See beyond the facts on t.v and be free like the birds to be.
Jerking off at...
2:23 PM
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
126th- Self doubt got me thinking of... nothing.
I'm wick, wicker than shit,
Stiffer than sticks mixed with rocks stuffed in the cervix.
I can never aim or kick.
I'm too wick, but i don't admit when i rhyme or speak.
"Don't play the blame game, blame yourself"
... Thats why i'm in the darkness, hating myself.
Praying for help.
But i'm left with no shout out, i'm left without a route with my self-doubt.
I can't stop hating myself at all.
Pointing out every flaw... I guess thats why i hate stepping outta my door.
My rhymes ain't top notch,
My brains are on the porch scorched from thinking a lot.
~I can't freestyle or think strict in a split second quick. I can't pick the right thing to say coz all females think imma prick. Throw me a brick... I wanna see if i'm as numb-skulled as compared to concrete.
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9:35 PM
Saturday, August 14, 2010
125th- Don't always believe in what the t.v says.
This world is crazy, it amaze me,
to see what they could do to make us crazy.
The truth is hazy, it fades me.
It pays to be attentive, so leave me.
Don't bother with pop music and dark similes.
Can't you see the enemy?
he's got your limbs tied to strings,
controlling you through songs with illumines to sing.
You gotta watch out for the media.
They trying to brain wash and control ya'.
Singing songs, your mind is long gone once they make you feel nice.
Anti-christ is the product, your soul is the price.
~Nice one, i'm done with this hate with this nice gun.... Ironic as it is, but it is fun.We should acknowledge our similar traits, not mock our difference state, maybe then could we prevent hate
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5:55 PM
Sunday, August 8, 2010
124th- Open your eyes!
My style is fresh and unique and somewhat weak.
Its all truth, no subliminal wall of tricks.
Its your decision to choose or pick.
The side of greatness or be the devil's prick.
We're being controlled by the console of souls.
We have been warned, but we ignore em' with shoulder too cold.
No one is bold, we just do as we're told.
This generation are full of dumb fucks.. some of us just simply don't know.
The end draws near... A portrait of hate is the outline.
The obvious sings of oblivion showed so many times.
It has been explained through countless of rhymes.
... yet we still don't mind.
... It seems that our mind is blind to the one- eyed kind.
~Open your eyes and you'll see the lies. Stop squinting and look, it took me a few tries to see the truth.... and the truth hurts. Look.
Jerking off at...
7:32 PM
Friday, August 6, 2010
123rd- lighten up the mood
My life is so gloomy.
I need more humor to sooth me.
Sue me if you want, but i've only got 5 cents that i stole from a hommie.
So throw me another cent sent at my savings at the blood bank.
My rhymes are too intense to even make sense.
My spider senses sense stupidity going through the air vents.
So we breathing in noxious gas that came outta my underpants.
Hahaha. Its not funny so why does my stomach cramp?
Knock knock.
Who's there?Stupidity.
Stupidity who?Stupidity you who choose to read this blog full of bitch poo and nonsense too, wohoo!
I'm not racist cruel too, coz i think black Indians with mules rule as well too.
Jerking off at...
9:51 PM
Sunday, August 1, 2010
122nd- Death or life, to which do i look forward to to thrive?
I've got no appeal.
Talking about skill, but i have none for real.
Still persevering with my rhymes refilled.
Now i've got no where to go but to go downhill.
I'm simply too weak.
Agony meets me on the peek of every day of every week.
So i'm constantly suffering and i'm too frail to speak.
My happiness left stale, my life has got no trail, so my future looks bleak.
This smile is nothing but a reflection of my despair.
This laughter is me dying inside, hard to bare.
My jokes are stupid and no one seems to care.
Laughter fills the air so its like a graveyard up there.
~Can i not feel true ecstasy? See that glee can't fill me up like cumming in a cup twice after doing it once or thrice. Pay the price... I roll for guidance with a 32 sided dice.
Jerking off at...
5:10 PM
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
121st- can't rap?
Can't rap?
I can step better than crap coming out of your ass flaps.
Once i grab the mic from the air,
i warn ya', I ain't got no mercy to spare when i tear ya' ta shreds.
I ain't a poet, but i can throw words.
Tyro with the flow so its hard to show.
But i can blow scalps off hoes and expose...
the ignorance goes deep down cause its simply hollow for show.
I'll keep spitting ma' rhymes.
I'll get better till i start dissing and earning ma' rhymes.
Can't rap?
I beg the differ cause when i get stiffer you'd prefer hell to my rhymes refered.
Jerking off at...
6:42 PM
Thursday, July 22, 2010
120th- We screwed up.
We've lost it... our class spirit
burned to bits with the people who set it off did.
We're lying in the pits,
We brought it on ourselves... treating serious shit like spit.
What happened to us... are we done?
Use to be cute and fun. Now we just lazy an dumb.
We treat sympathy like nothing , and we treat scoldings as fun.
Tons of scolding, probably best done with a gun.
I ain't kidding...
We're seedlings making laziness do our bidding.
Curse words are forbidding ...
Then cursed people are forbidden and we're dreading.
~We've got to buck up, look up. Don't fuck up and fill the glass. A half glass full is better than a full glass full of fools.
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7:24 PM
Friday, July 16, 2010
119th- Tasted consequences in my face (2)
Whats wrong with life itself?
I'm so careless. Somehow misery strikes at stealth.
Consequences dealt. A failure in place of my name misspelt.
Felt like hell. Now i've got no one but to blame myself.
Why did i not see this coming?
My mischief was drumming when my head was numbing.
This was not to happen... not to be done at that timing.
Careless is something... Stupidity is dumbing.
...But now i've got to move on.
Suck it up, i won't let this hold me torn. Been through right s and wrongs.
If i hold shit still, then where the fuck will my will be still?
Jerking off at...
9:19 PM
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
118th- Need to feed my rhyme skill seed quick. :/
Its been so long since there was a spark.
No thrill, no will, no fill for my zeal and i'm left in the dark.
My bite is worse than my bark,
I'm no dickhead with feathers laid that'd just go 'cluck'.
So few go through shit and can rhyme with a clue too.
Everyone is waiting for a breakthrough, both me and you.
But no one even knows my misfortune, mixed with a cool brew.
People giving me the cold shoulder that it feel like winter too, temperatures reaching lower than 32.
I gotta take this time to recognize the wise, the skilled, with awesomeness in they eyes. Word to Mc Luke with his lyrical genius... living in a D.R.L crew.
~Right or left, between life or death,which one's the best?~Mc luke
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9:01 PM
Friday, July 9, 2010
117th- Tasted consequences in my face.
Thought that i'd never get caught.
Thought nothing about the consequences before.
But i finally faced it.
Scolded for mischief through mis-belief in random races to beef with.
It was my fault to start with.
But now its no time to mope behind shit before it leaves.
Imma stand up and look at it in its face with my face lit.
A misdeed now i carry.
And now i miss carried the shit because trouble mistreats the missed seeds... growing with fire in it lit.
I maybe wrong,
but now i know so and now my regret won't last long.
Stand up, cause true rappers go through any road length long.
~With the mic in my hand, i'm not a winner nor the man, i'm just trying to make you understand.
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8:13 PM
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
116th- privacy please, teachers.
It ain't safe no more,
to post amusing shit for viewers to adore.
Cause teachers are peeping through blogs like its an open door.
Without the vulgarity or gore, door to door, this blog's a bore galore.
How ironic...
Back stabbing someone while facing the front dick.
I guess we 'care' too much.
Doing things with no consequences like such.
I'll probably be the reason you end up in a crutch.
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8:38 PM
Monday, July 5, 2010
115th- Temasek mega concert
Been through and seen too a cool mega concert.
Word, to all the talented performers,
Performance near perfection, but somehow close to dirt.
It was still the best, especially them tight- ass mini skirts.
Had a blast with some friends and laughs.
Casts with bars, hitting the notes and dance.
A great moment momentarily half,
paths set aside, when hussain birthday was last.
Saw some eyes with contempt.
Damped in joy when i'm not there to tempt.
Went home alone then, enjoying the lights of street lamps.
~Mega concert ruled! pulled me in by force... but still cool.
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11:43 AM
Friday, July 2, 2010
114th- The shit that i go through.
I'm running out of time.
No time to put rhymes and my blog ain't fine.
Rhymes are in my mind, but not in my bloodline.
If i told you i ate hate then life would be a buffet for me to dine.
Why are indians so funny?
Coz they absorb laughter like how they absorb heat when its sunny.
Racial jokes poked cause i'm a hypocritic racist.
Prejudice or not, this shit's a product of a lyrical artist, bitch.
I'm looking ugly
on the outside, but on the inside i'm looking lovely.
Somebody tag this please.
I'm getting no peace wif porn pics, i nid taggies.
~Fuck shit. My facebook ain't lit fer me to get rid of shit that i spit. Facebook ain't working.
Jerking off at...
8:06 PM
Friday, June 25, 2010
113rd- Sports captain camp
Back from the camp of the leadership most slack, sports cap.
Now the fun is over and its back to more rap yap.
This post is to explain fun i had.
Not bad for a 2nd cca thats slacks wif 6 pacs.
The games and events were pretty boring for me.
But the jokes and the laughter was the big picture scenery.
Thanks to the seniors, erection was made easily
... i'm talking about senior girls that made 'it' stand ease.
haha.
I've got this annoying sore throat.
I've got a lot of jokes to quote, but i forgot them , oh.
We were so horny that the horny bar broke,
we laughed so hard that we got a stroke and choked.
~~The canteen was spic and span like your mother dustpan.
Jerking off at...
8:19 PM
Thursday, June 24, 2010
112nd- No one gives a fuck about me.
I have the urge to purge
your minds with my experience dirt.
But no one is gonna read this,
cause they look at the length first.
My predicament and sadness,
the reason to which why i'm being eaten by this darkness.
No one likes my raps,
only to everyone does it seem like crap.
I feel like i'm rhyming to myself... I don't rap about death, but rather my life in my aspect. Just know that.
~I'll post about Sports captain camp 2moro... like any one cares... talking to myself again. -.-
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8:38 PM
Friday, June 18, 2010
111st- Words of love
Have you ever wanted something so bad,
But cannot have it, cause its too far to grab it?
Something so attractive that you just have to love it.
The more times you see it, so does your heart beat.
Rather slit my wrist than not having to know it.
I'm head over heels.
wanting to know how who feels is really a big ordeal.
i wanna seal the deal,
but can't cause i'm a mis-match to everyone's appeal.
I'm a moron. Go on,
Make fun of me cause i can't chase a dream i dreamed of.
And it seems off, i'm off-balanced cause i''m starstruck to start off.
I'm a giant when it comes to a rap off,
but when it comes to love, i'm a dorky door dwarf.
~I can't rhyme properly, with this unease in my mind piece, cause of emotions, jeez. Who the phuck is gonna acknowledge or read this... I'm not in peace but in pieces.
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8:04 PM
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
110th- Recognition
With the rhymes i write,
i try as hard to express the shit in my sight.
Whether a dislike or delight,
I still write it down in the most appropriate way, wrong or right.
Some thing doesn't feel right.
I feel like something is missing in my life.
A piece of the puzzle just took flight.
Its like, my rhymes light is blight and dyed when i lied.
If you can comprehend my words till the end... than you can understand, my misfortune of my life, written with a pen.
If your short of time... screw that, No one's gonna take note cause its boring if its in a rhyme. Writing to everyone when only its going through one mind.
Jerking off at...
10:31 AM
Saturday, June 12, 2010
109th- PDS competition
The cause for our lost at the competition was...
simply off- timing and consistency pause.
Paws on our rifles were to weak and soft.
Co-ordination gone like the wind. Thats why we nvr win lor.
Small applause, little recognition for our hardwork we poured.
Failure galore, a bore to specs and spectators, one and all.
Should have practiced sooner.
More time, means less rhymes for remorse for not being leaner.
Congratulations to the winner,
Hwa chong can suck my dick and eat my shit for their dinner.
~It is a bummer that we lost to the gunners. This should be a lesson.... nah, fuck hwa chong for being even pro'er. I'm so fucking jealous that i want stick a hammer, in their veins just to give them a tumor.
Jerking off at...
2:52 PM
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
108th- Holiday( Recognition)
Its so boring nowadays.
No fun, no stress, no consequences to pay.
I've got homework, but imma delay anyway.
So now, imma slack and act dead instead.
It pays to be late.
Its okay to be laid
- (on the bed)Ignoring good advice and the expiry date.
"Procrastinate"- Thats a hereditary trait.
So now i've got nothing to do.
No one would give a fuck about my raps too,
cause they won't read the shit that i spew.
The only few who read my queues are the D.R.Ls and the MC Luke dude.
~Fuck this shit, These rhymes aren't even considered as hits, its only seen as useless rhymes and deep shit. No one gives a fuck, mainly cause they don't what a fuck is to give it.
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6:45 PM
Friday, June 4, 2010
107th- Regret
I got it all wrong.
Priorities were there, and now its all gone.
Missed the gong, long gone and now i can't move on.
The bond gone, remorseful still, Ain't got a will to seal my happiness feels.
Why didn't i see it clearer and listened to my peers?
The fear ate me deeper like peer pressure in a pre-schooler.
Head sunk deeper than ever.
Now here wiping away every drip of tear.
I truly hate myself.
How can i love others when i loathe myself.
I'm just another useless complainer put on the shelf.
Regret has been dealt, i better suck it up and stop asking fer help.
Jerking off at...
7:17 PM
Sunday, May 30, 2010
106th- hater diss, hopkins diss
I can rhyme with reasoning.
Die through listening.
Fly like i tried to sigh when nothing's happening.
By the time i, buy my rhymes i'll, stop rhyming and take up bra designing.
Like i said, criticizing my rhymes says that ure afraid.
Ma rhymes are original, secreted from my head.
I can do twice as good as how you did in bed.
Your skills are as good as your Dad- Dead.
Pissed off at haters, they can't do shit.
And still hating when i spit, cause they can't do any better.
Jealousy is the only factor, to why they mock me as a rapper.
My skills are greater, thrice that much compared to your mother.
Basically... I'm a lot better than you ever will be, as a wack Emcee.
~fuck haters cause they don't listen to raps we spin, especially a ma' fucker hu goes by the name of hopkins.
Jerking off at...
2:01 PM
Thursday, May 27, 2010
105th- holiday homework.
I'm trying my best from breaking under the stress.
Fuck life. Who said that it was easy as chess.
Its hard to suppress all this work and progress
just into one month of fun, god bless.
I'm trying to get back my sense of humor.
But my funny me is making me dumber, bummer.
Fuck it, give him his hammer.
He'll beat the phuck outa me for leisure, go unconscious and wake up even dumber than homer.
'Doh!'
Getting lamer by the minute.
I mean it. It got lousier ever since you threw me in a pit,
saying there were free porno mags, dumped me and ditched, shit.
Now i got no one but my hand and my scrotum to pleasurise my 14 year old needs.
~I'm of to set my hand on fire, just cause the hand dryer had no proper wire. I'm not a liar, when i say that i can see you nude from over here while i shower.
And this was suppose a post about holiday homework.
Jerking off at...
7:45 PM
Monday, May 24, 2010
104th- fuck illuminati
You don't know what its like.
To annually avoid the sight of the 'light'.
To fight the sickness from taking over my state of mind.
This is the type of shit that can be expressed through a rhyme.
I'm not talking about a disease.
I'm talking about subliminal messages that you didn't even see.
I want my rhymes to be better, more people should read these.
I should be recognized as a true MC, if only i could defend people from media control more easily.
Nobody understands the words that i spray.
Stop rhyming, that is what I'd say, to mind- controlling MCs who to satan do they pray.
But there's a meaning, you just have to search it in your head.
Because looks are deceiving and you're looking at the outer surface.
Yes, i want more recognition.
I'm greedy, who the fuck isn't in every fucking nation.
There's no delegation, just improvisation
of things 'confidential' with too much complication for your lack of comprehension.
They just fooled your vision, with their change of subject. This is how unprepared you are, when there is 'illumination'.
Jerking off at...
6:24 PM
Saturday, May 22, 2010
103rd- results
The verdict has been given.
Opinions, don't matter, but just listen.
Gotten lower and fault partly placed at my decision,
to whether or not pay attention to individual intrusions.
Marks lower than before.
Still regret the mistakes i deliberately poured.
For, to which the reason for my remorse,
isn't maths at all.
But my language soared to the sun and burned, an inferno galore.
Damn Chinese language for being so hard.
Damn the difficulty set for nerds and retards.
Teachers mainly played the part.
Coz Peh poh chu is an ass with her mouth fulla farts, thats why her love life is torn apart.
So this is how it goes...
Fuck the bitch whose name is peh poh chu.
Fuck verma whose black and ugly too.
Fuck them both for teaching non sense since they failed in life, and primary school.
Fuck it, nobody wants to fuck em' coz their grotesque and reaching 82.
~ and if i'm out of flow, this just goes to show, that nobody is perfect especially peh poh chu and verma yo.
Jerking off at...
3:35 PM
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
102nd- Results 1
*use beat 2The D.R.L.
One day we will suck you into the pits hell
by the very foundation of what we use to spell.
Our rhymes are so poisonous
that all of your veins and arteries will swell.
We went out today,
when i was suppose to go home and pray.
And play with some les and gays.
but turned out,
i went out, for a mini partay.
Got our results too.
Did pretty well but the rest are Bs, boo hoo!
Such a doo doo and smell like one too.
Could've done better if it wasn't for you.
Nice excuse~
~i could've gotten more success, if only iwas less careless.
Jerking off at...
6:10 PM
Monday, May 17, 2010
101st- Muhammadyah welfare
Today was pretty much a boring day.
Apparently there are more jokes in Malay.
I don't get any of em' when they lay and say.
So i just smile when i should be laughing instead.
Anyway...
We went to Muhammadiyah welfare,
A home for people who did not care.
Thought that they were 'gangster-ish' if you stare.
But they were the type of people who would share.
I hate my thoughts. I almost forgot...
I'm not suppose to judge somebody whose backgrounds rot.
I just hope they have a plot
to do something meaningful instead of smoking pot
and causing trouble and more gang fights to be fought.
~i wish all the best for them to change and manage their lives and act their own age. Hope that there will be a whole new chapter, a whole new page.
Jerking off at...
5:50 PM
Saturday, May 15, 2010
100th- abject
In a state of abject, that's a fact.
This is not a diss nor a feedback.
I don't have to tell you that bad.
But my emotions are building up and i need a mic check.
Feeling like a reject.
Let me enlighten you on this subject.
So with my rhymes and my pen.
Imma articulate my feelings so that you can understand.
With my life almost half-spent,
i fucking loathe my mistakes that came and just went.
I'm so remorseful.
I wish i could take back all my mistakes that was uncool.
I still do drool, at morons who do em' too.
But i pity them too, coz they had to go through, the same awful thing that happened to me too.
~How i wish 'you' just knew. 'you' refereeing to privileged ones whose lives are too good and too new...ouh, and this is my 100th post, this is how i celebrate when my anguish just grew.
*abject-damn sad
*loathe- fucking hate.*anguish- hate caused physically or mentally.
Jerking off at...
8:23 PM
Friday, May 14, 2010
99th- ENGLISH PLEASE
Its all over and i'm spending the time at home sober.
I've got nothing to do, coz my excitement is all over.
You don't have to take cover.
Why bother... i'm at home staring at my useless computer.
Despite the great news,
i'm wasting my life away, i'm running outa juice.
"I can't go out"... what an excuse.
I'm off to steal some steel and make dreams be real and show the world what its like to be so ill.
Felt so emo.
I can't fucking laugh at jokes i don't already know!
Speak english god damn it.
I don't know the malay phrases' meanings to it.
How the fuck am i to know what a kacang is... satu, dua, tiga... saya friggin boleh mati.
Anyways... some prolly' noe the predicament i'm in.
Those loners who follow others and don't listen to raps we spin.
I guess i get it now, wow... i'm joinin the F.R.E.N.S and making fart sounds
~the decision, the intrusion of those wack stooges. To choose a, member and laugh at random things and be a professional dancer... no one understands coz i'm off to slit my hand. Good bye and drive safe.
Jerking off at...
3:31 PM
Thursday, May 13, 2010
98th- losing it
One more paper left, there is no nid to worry.
But i do concern whether or not i fail badly.
What am i to do when it ain't early
to change my mindset to actually fucking study.
Somebody help me,
i'm like a worm in the middle of a Forrest fire frenzy.
I think i'm slowly losing my mind.
I'm a good for nothing person who has only a few rhymes.
I can never stop my play time.
I can never actually go serious yet stay sublime.
This is idiocy at its prime.
If you were to see me under my block with my head in the grime
and i'm not breathing, its most probably my bed time.
Quick, i nid mouth to mouth or not i'll meet hell the next time.
I'm serious, my mind is precious and i'm slowly losing it to madness.
I'm not joking around with my head in my anus.
I'm not talking how crazy i am when i'm delirious.
My insanity is venomous, i'm being poisoned by my own mind, how ridiculous.
I was never lustrous and never luscious.
I am me, useless and yet spontaneous, struggling to find a purpose.
~ i'm slowly losing it, spit at others but truly i'm suffering the saliva. Decide whether be the laughter or the one who gets laughed at constant. Sometimes, emotions can only be expressed through my picturesque rhymes.
Jerking off at...
1:01 PM
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
97th- esams
To all the students studying for examinations.
Mugging for a good mark and looking for self- illumination.
Text confusion, try to look at it differently from a different version.
Determination, you don't nid it.
Shit on it, concentrate on understanding den be sick of it.
I gonna blow soon.
My blood level is rising and can't differ whats real or cartoon.
Also because i eat salt hourly of 10 teaspoons.
Okay i'm off, i'm going to transform into a half wack rapper, half goon.
a new creation due to the sight of the new moon.
~Damned exams got me damned. damn.
Jerking off at...
7:51 PM
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
96th- damn
I've had enough with stress.
Fuck it, give me some nyquil, i need to lay to rest.
Nah, i'm just joking i'll never resort to crack.
Self-attack if i do so when i start smack.
Damn, man i hate life.
Fuck life, i'll fucking shred my future wife
just to savor the meat so that i can stay alive.
There ain't no such thing as love.
I obliterated my heart along with my mind.
And if you don't understand my humor,
I'll start a rumor saying that you were a constant masturbater
coz you're ever gloomer and got a fucking dick tumor.
You're future is dimmer,
coz i stole your lights just to make my house brighter.
I'm so fucked up.
(how fucked up are you?)I'm so fucked up that i got myself pregnant just by not cleaning myself when i cum in the cup.
~shit
Jerking off at...
8:23 PM
Sunday, May 9, 2010
95th- mothers day.
Eh yo, this post is dedicated
to all the mothers that got us educated.
Yo, happy mothers day to all of you.
Show appreciation to the person who gave birth to you.
Truth be told, i don't relly like my mother as much as you do.
A constant nagger, an undertaker of fun
Tons of fun things to be doing daily but nvr did it.
Kept me bored.
Of course, trying to protect me, why didn't i think of that before?
Maybe because, i just wasn't raised up right.
Nvr flew a kite, spent all my years infront of the t.vs' lights.
Images went through my sight and nowi'm not so bright
What a delight.
thank you mom, YOU MUST BE RIGHT.
That's what you want to be.
When you're simply wrong, alright.
I hate my mother.
But what can i do? i have no choice but to simply love her,
If it wasn't for her, i wouldn't be on this earth impersonating rappers.
So just respect her.
just for today, after all it is the day of the mother. YAY.
Jerking off at...
2:50 PM
Thursday, May 6, 2010
94th- messed up
I have a good feeling that i can pass the math test.
Unless i was too care less, i can fucking shout "yes".
Detest all these complex tests.
My bullet proof vest can't go to rest, its a mess,
cause educational quests just keep hittin my chest.
My calculator is outta order...
oh no wait, its me... i'm just nvr worked any harder.
I'm soo fucking lazy.
(how lazy are you?)I'm so lazy that if i was on fire, I'll let it extinguish me, jus so that i can go to hell early.
And then i'll be sent back, just becoz the devil doesn't want me
and he said," this guys too horny, its just 24h pornography for him, please leave me."
So now i'm back, causing more mayhem than any jackass donkey.
If you don't get me...
(you can suck my dick till you numb it.
) hehe.
~peace be, upon thee who looks at me with uncertainty, and doesn't watch explicit content on the computer or the t.v. You can suck my dickie.
Jerking off at...
3:53 PM
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
93rd- fcuking sick
Slick shit like as though i have a fucking sick dick.
The sickness is so hectic that not even a clinic
can fucking cure my deep shit,
I need some psychiatric. Maybe its Psychedelic.
Maybe i have to go sleep and stop my crap rap lyrics.
I'm in a state of panic.
Me being sick,
will mess up the final verdict.
My words unlikely go rhythmic when i'm likely very sickly .
Aiyyo, i need a medic quickly.
~
I'm just so fucking sick.
Jerking off at...
7:51 PM
Friday, April 30, 2010
92nd- mid- year paper.
The paper, mid-year around the corner the paper waster.
Face the facts that we can't avoid ever later,
exams are here to help learn for the better for the future.
So we don't end up as ignorant toilet cleaners,
become a failure with no IQ to be a functional brain user.
So then we won't be so dependent
on our loving, caring, 12 hour nagger parents.
Build our own life.
Get a husband or a wife.
Reproduce and just enjoy the ride.
Decide the future, your own rules to abide.
It is all in the mind.
Good luck to all for the mid-year paper.
Don't take for granted for the knowledge givers.
Don't point the middle fingers at any fucked up teacher.
Sometimes the problem is found in the mirror.
~
Good luck to me and good luck to all. Good luck to everyone, no more good luck to call. This is not the last shot, but just give it your all.
Jerking off at...
6:26 PM
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
91st- fuck you
Responsibility simply not in me.
Too slack to do anything really.
Careless as well... faced with so many ordeals.
Guilt build as i, still fill the way i, originally felt, why?
Reply myself with profanities, fuck it, i don't deserve to feel this badly.
Fuck you Mr soh you dickless pussy,
you sexist moron who got it all wrong
who still thinks he knows all but nvr watched porn.
He who thinks he is the king, is mislead by his own wrong-doings.
Picturing your failure is already happening...
Like i said. Fuck all those that don't noe shit before assuming.
Who would believe the shit i spit since i'm a hypocrite?
I at some times do the stuff i secrete.
Destroy Mr soh mentally by giving him a dick split.
Show him what it means to feel remorse you bitch!
~
Fuck him, fuck his dreams, fuck his career and his judgment of me. Back on my feet now unfortunately...
Jerking off at...
8:08 PM
Sunday, April 25, 2010
90th- Thanks
The truth needs to be heard.
Precarious as i am, i'm just saying words.
I won't try any individual suicidal methods,
too absurd to kill myself when i'm on the verge
of living my life.
I love life, majority of it i hate.
Contradict the words i said.
Grateful for every friend and maid, every food on my plate.
But i still hate this unknown factor of life. Fate.
Separate friend from foe.
Realize close friends before i close
my emotions to the world and overdose
on hatred and vengeance.
I just think i'm a nuisance.
Not so very prudent, when it comes to recognition.
Stray away from the highway to evil,
The absence of friends will.
Luckily, i have great friends consoling me still.
Giving me the will.
thanks.... i have to and will chill.
~
Thanks, to be frank, i'm blank inside,but friends help fill the emptiness inside. Reside from the heart... Friends help each other out and never depart.
Jerking off at...
8:06 PM
Saturday, April 24, 2010
89th- Saddening
I am the worthless.
The tasteless impression is seen on purpose.
Curses,
Am i dat useless to make nobody come talk first?
The Converse starter never came later.
I'm just simply not that likable.
Detectable that i'm no legs to any table,
... i'm just a loser who is laughable.
disappear into the darkness.
Partners of good-for-nothing losers.
Place the
grave stone on my head and laugh about my appearances.
Everyone dares to stare coz i'm not there to care.
Bare with every ridicule there is to spare.
I'm here hanging in the air,
grieving and saddening i truly am.
Damn...
I'm still grateful for my life-span.
I'll try to depend on any friend left and any hands.
~
Sigh, how i wish i died and get on with everything that i nvr tried... I wish that was a lie. Good bye.
Jerking off at...
7:49 PM
Friday, April 23, 2010
88th- Exams.
The butter is churning, the fire is burning.
While the rest of you study, i'm mugging.
Slacked to much, and now i'm stressing.
How can i still not care about anything?
Time to be serious just like the previous
tries.
The ties i knotted are gonna be released for first.
Thirst for winning is my motivational picture.
For sure, literature can't stir
up trouble alone but chinese is blur.
Per every teacher angry at mother fuckers,
suck it up and just point the middle finger.
The fucked up one is us if don't buck up.
Tuck up your shirt and tape your mouth shut
and listen.
Diss em' if you want but just pay attention.
Failure is not an option.
~
Damn exams but there's nothing we can do to band the test till the end. So spend the ten to two 50 tens minutes to study. Take notes with your hands, not your mouths you complainer... F's are just the appetizer... your main dish is the future.
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4:34 PM
Thursday, April 22, 2010
87th- Mrs verma.
History oh god damn history.
Tests' set at extreme for difficulty.
Mrs verma crazy coz she's still ill
not having to take her pills will kill
her mentality and leave her the way she is still.
Looks so bizarre- only found in a child's bad dream.
Her brains has spilled,
Crazy as hell that alla us've seen.
Bust her spleen
and leave her head to spin.
Brain juice all over the floor for her family to clean.
~
How pathetic, no mystic to speak when i can smell her failure away 1930 feet.
Jerking off at...
6:29 PM
Saturday, April 17, 2010
86th- calmed.
Simple as fats, not so simple in fact.
Life is changing very fast.
As i cast upon my happiness, hatred is vast.
For reason to find, in life it is a test.
For the unknown is the best.
A simple test of which i cannot complete,
finding a reason is simply problematic.
Getting the answer, where are the strategics?
We are not automatic.
Do it ourselves, we must indeed.
We try to find happiness,
In all the strangest places.
But when it comes to anger,
it is in places most obvious.
~
Try to find the answer, its truly a hard labour... Come to think of it, We WILL eventually find in the future. So now is the time, to make up our minds... cause two to many rhymes, are as precious as any dime. Our purpose in life will come in time.
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9:20 PM
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
85th- Angry.
Blogging and rhyming
at the same timing,
Sighing, thinking of something.
Skills sooner or later disintegrating
Dematerialize.
Dyes in your eyes implies that you despise the life of mine and through lies and futile tries.
Don't hate me.
Don't judge me. Simply,
not knowing shit before you assume stupidity.
Individually,
truly noticeably obviously.
I'm just not mentioning.
~
I spy with my little eyes, Something staring at me with their small little eyes, visualize me with jealousy envy animosity and ill will like they would do anything to kill me. I hate it, but somewhat like it... I sorta crave it. I feed on your failure as i succeed.
Jerking off at...
7:36 PM
Sunday, April 11, 2010
84th- down like a clown
Feeling so down.
For some reason i'm bound
to this countenance and frown.
Wish i had a crown
to own my own town
and found a source of fun to play around
with.
Its as if,
I've lost all reason to live.
Believed that with a piece
of MC in me i'd be in peace.
But it isn't to deal with ease .
The feel ain't pleasant.
Rhymes never present
when i want it to be, Some how skills hav lessen.
I'm no descendant
of a rap genius dependent on rhymes alone for entertainment.
~
Have i lost the touch? such beliefs are beyond that on par with a star rap with his own cars. can't be ever happy.
Jerking off at...
4:10 PM
Friday, April 9, 2010
83rd- We have it all.
Check this out.
A competent Mc is about to sprout.
Shout and rejoice,
listen to his voice, his choice
of words are beyond that of a novice boy.
Luke is his name if you can recall.
We all have potential, special
stuff beneath what we appear.
Prior,
the real shit that lurks beneath the fear
of not reaching the right expectations or comments to hear.
Then we'll be heart-broken,
learning our lesson, decision
of repulsion of our unique 'intelligence'
is ignored.
Feelings pour, then stored in the core, stayed there just to bore, and nvr come knocking on our door.
We have it all,
reach it pull it all.
Fall, then come back to resolve.
Evolve. Don't avoid.
~
We can spend time to rhyme and time to lax our mind... Just fucking pull, use any tool to rule over the cool factor we all have to use. Don't ever abuse or refuse to use the truth and turn into a spoof. WE CAN DO!!!
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8:02 PM
Thursday, April 8, 2010
82nd- FUCK YOU MRS VERMA!
Aiyyo,
The name Tyro M. rhyme flow flows,
goes through the mind so cold to control.
Can't sew it to your mind whole coz you ain't bold.
You who sold
your soul to gain access to gold
are fucking dumber than ass holes.
The displeasure ain't easy to ease
nor pleased coz history presentation... HISTORY
Cause history simply was fulla difficulty, Incompetent entry
to give, not receive and i believe
that we'll be fucked up so hard times three.
Hate it when they cut down trees
outside of TMS is simply cruelty.
TREES ARE LIVING THINGS!!!
Treat it, give it shit, for the minerals don't spit.
But i'm a hypocrite.
Verbal diarrhea my ass, BITCH!
~
Shit weak-witted, stupid ass f***er bitch. Ditch the quick pitch in a pinch to punish us for no reason you fucking bitch! You noe hu i'm talking about, wait wait... FUCK YOU OUT TO SHOUT OUT ALL ABOUT, BITCH!
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4:50 PM
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
81st- Yah man!
This shit's insane,
nonsensical can be ma middle name.
I don't blame the same
reason over and over again nor train.
Take a train to slain the pain in your veins to gain
and obtain the thrill of killing saints.
Imma stomp ya lyk imma a giant,
Killing you like ants constant.
I'm not even in my battle stations.
I'm relaxing, holding my patients
operating with nothing but repetitions.
Jerking off at...
8:30 PM
Monday, April 5, 2010
80th- Killing mics.
Spit venomous creep cancerous
flip flop, rap is hip-hop.
Tick tock
and the beat still bots
to any robot who nods.
Trick dipping life is full of anything
or nothing there's no thing as nothing
since something is always appearing.
Grab the opportunities coming to you.
Cause when its gone, nothing's coming to you.
... so there is something called nothing,
but anything around can turn into everything.
Life , deprived to thrive
to revive the live
anger inside times five times
the rhyme lines to affect the mind
to sign a signature, proficiencies mine.
~
Skill to be comprehended as ill to kill the bills to feels blame me till i'm on the rope hanging still.
And killing mics lyk i'm a cereal killer with a drill.
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7:05 PM
Sunday, April 4, 2010
79th- less sense
The shit's radical dips simple spit lyrical
creeps from the ships of rhymic unique's spectacular tricks .
Less sensible test reliable flat flow caliber .
Listen, listen.
Pay attention to this infestation
of rap through blog postations.
Transmutation of poems to a rap disciple.
If only my rhymes were both teratical and tactical
undeniable life changeable strange page best rap recital.
Now, homework is the only obstacle
cause studying is too troublesome for my optical.
Education to enhance my intelligence, mine's optional.
~
Less dense to make sense to stand the balance to a state of trance, chances pass the lesser less denser mark. Cancerous dangerous and nothing that has sense in between your conscious.
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2:33 PM
Saturday, April 3, 2010
78th- Push up
My brain is fried.
No lie.
I'm gonna die if i don't stop killing the mic.
Its like,
every day rap wanna-be.
Trying to freestyle like a prof. Emcee.
Homework and studying got the better of me.
See, i try to finish and extinguish any burden even English.
Please, understand and see.
See that i nid to improve my studies
and rapping is my second priority.
~
abc. 3 words, no space in between. Seen in dreams, beans and peace and making a din.
This ain't the FIN. I'll push and push till i turn ya'll to a douchezilla crazy ass kush.
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5:48 PM
Friday, April 2, 2010
77th- take it back.
A lyrical maestro,
to spit rhymes plus splitting rhymes flows.
Its close,
chose to hire hoes to rap for bros.
Those,
are fake foes.
A rap is a wrap
when i'm done in a snap.
Rhymes too damp to be taken aback.
Take a step,
Step-by-step MC master rap track.
Relax,
thats all i do which is constant slack.
When i only have 2 pacs.
Muscularity and pacs of decks of homework stats
to give back to teachers when they demand answers.
Wasters and slackers copy and thanks back
and relax and enjoy the ride home back.
Take that
wack attitude of yours to fuel the cruel.
Dealt with a belt for punishment like a mule.
Believe in one god still,
always have been fucking disbelievers till
we feel like killing them for thrill.
~
Life is full of shit, take a bit of it and turn it around to match the same shit tit. Cause a positive plus a negative is some what less negativity but rest in peacefully and still attentive to live and see the diff and the shift of life itself. ~piece out in peace.
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8:36 PM
Thursday, April 1, 2010
76th- april fools day
Mic check, 1,2,3,4... 5678910.
Aight .
Hey,
your house is on fire today.
I threw a grenade and it just blew along the side way,
destroyed your car along the high way
and still have time to kill with ill intentions to steal.
Still have a lighter and a deodorant spray. YAY!!
This really is my day.
... APRIL FOOLS DAY!!!
Happy april fools.
Isn't really that cool
to pick on your friends
and in the end make em' look lyk imbecilic fools?
Cause i do.
True, true,
it truly is childish.
But its wastish,
if we spent our youth till we finish
doing nothing funnily and release.
Does it look like we have a neck leash?
With the collar saying "Tom's fish"
when we're still children to begin with...
~April fools day, i threw a grena... this is the same line... A sign that... Also a same line.-.-...Okay,
fine, April fools day,
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7:15 PM
75th- nonsensical
Aiyyo,
yo yo yo yo.
YO?
is it a word to holler at a show
a sense of salutations to go
when you try and destroy homes
and try to release your anger on the telephone?
Cause i don't...
Nonsensical is my new home.
Created stupid rhyme flows.
So high on Eminem that i overdosed.
I o,d'd,
listen to this rap of simplicity.
Creativity is my middle name,
so are many other that just coincidentally came.
This is a rap game.
You think ya can win?
When all your rhymes can only be found in the dustbin.
~
Trying and tried but unfortunately not succeeding, realizing that everything in this world is stinking yours. Of course, It took my two hours to just rap a horse.
Jerking off at...
4:47 PM
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
74th- Making the choices
Mic check.
Still checking...
checking and waiting for a conclusion of life-making.
Standing here with this invisible mic,
its like,
the only freestyle i do is in my mind.
The rhymes that come out
with or without
sense is more or less dense
than words with more chance
to defend my rap thought to enhance.
Hence,
unable to freestyle like an Emcee thats too lance.
No offense, I can rhymes with no hands, but i must write to have some sense.
~
Making decisions with visions of the life ahead. Good reddens, with tens of pens writing non sense. Same goes to you, you and you... the one beside you and the one who hates and dislikes you. Effort times two!
Jerking off at...
8:03 PM
Monday, March 29, 2010
73rd- just gimme back
Mike checking...
This is the queue where i start rapping, rhyming,
no difference cause i don't have a beat to rhyme to...
so i'm typing,
rhyming and type types or ripe, raw words in mind.
Have any?
Any words to spare?
any words to spare to make me care
about your life here and there.
Where?
In the toilet bowl too? where?
As i stare and glare
and dare to choose to bare
with your excuse.
The thought of you thinking that i used
you is produced and never reduced
and using it to confuse and fuse
my reality so that to illude
me that you're not gonna elude and conclude
that i was in the wrong feud to begin with, dude?
And now i sit here forgetting you... but you always come and intrude.
~Am i that weak? weak to give sympathy and pity every week of this short life stick?
You a trick which i now finally see, so to speak.
Jerking off at...
4:24 PM
Saturday, March 27, 2010
72nd- If only you were here.
Mic check, subject 1,2... ready for take off.
Yo yo yo,
Listen people listen close,
cause i'm pretty bored and chose
to close my schedule for reasons i don't already know.
Haven't studied nor done my homework,
What a jerk that lurks inside this body work
of my soul to be heard across miles of water works.
Feel so useless,
Good for nothing loser who does nothing but curses.
Versus,
me and you and the worstest.
"worstest", is that a word thirst?
Worsest equals worst amongst the worst first.
I make all sortsa illogical nonsense.
Its pointless,
cause i need you to fulfill my wishes
and i'm so stressed out and laziest
without you here being the closest.
~
If only you were here dear, would i no longer have this miserable fear here to stir up my life to steer. If only you were here.
Jerking off at...
7:57 PM
Friday, March 26, 2010
71st- Combine sports meet.
testing 1,2... ah fuck it.
We won for three times in a row.
To throw
our voices down the hole
wasn't such a bad idea though.
Screaming at Combine sports meet's flows.
Cause i did,
i wasn't soo much relieved
but my throat was sore to see.
Eventually,
couldn't talk properly,
properly talking won't be so frequently.
See?
Want shouting for hours did inconsistently.
Plead and blead and no time to read
the banners of our team...
and it seems
I no longer see the dream
to which represent my school.
what a fool
to which my ambitions lead me to.
~
Glad, a little sad, glad that not that sad to be led to be fed by others who don't care to bare with any fare treatment here and there... While i sit helplessly on this chair
Jerking off at...
8:08 PM
Thursday, March 25, 2010
70th- Fuck you haters.
Mic check,*dg dg dg*
Aiyyo,
A message to all haters,
word to your mother's mother's
and laters,
Say hi to your ancestral loser
when you meet them in hell later.
Sex masturbator, chaser
the waiter who thinks their greater, better than a master acer rapper!
~
As the laziness builds, So does the field of guilt and quilts. I rap for fun cause its fun to rap for fun so rap the fun of rapping to be fun
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7:02 PM
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
69th- mic check
Aiyyo,
mic check,
checking my mind set,
to detect any rhyme detectable yet.
In fact, react with some wack raps
and jack it off with stacks of crap stats.
I'm going bats,
batman is that.
Wet, dry, i don't have a 6 pac... yet.
So crack open your skull,
Find anything dull
and turn it around for awhile
while i find a way to freestyle.
This is all a pile
of wasted bile, child.
~
High again... insane to boredom again... again high till sky knows no limitless ties and tries to spies on your life spices kites.... nonsensical sights in my thoughts are putting you in a fright?
Jerking off at...
9:29 PM
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
68th- I want you back.
Ouh shit,
i feel like that too.
Don't know why but i do.
Rarely do i feel guilty...
I just feel this way suddenly.
It was too long,
so long ago that it need not be told.
Reminisce,
i wish,
that i didn't let you go,
now i fell like i wanna throw
myself into deepest hole
next to the hell.
Soo low, that hell is being extremely cold.
I wanna let it go,
but i just can't think straight yo.
Wonder if there is another amongst those
that can compare with your soul.
~
I miss. Miss the voice of peace. The peace of me given by thee. Thee was we when she were here with me. see?
Jerking off at...
8:36 PM
Sunday, March 21, 2010
67th- book of rhymes.
Guess...
Its no test,
but the best, unless
your not a rap digest.
Look,
i finally found my rap book.
The one which took me hours to find.
To bind all my repetitive words, too fine.
Its literally full of rhymes.
Before i had a blog in sight,
I would always write
to fight
the urge to rap inside.
Though my vocab isn't wide,
i can decide
to recite, reside from the mind.
The time to "combine
rhymes into a picturesque line"
is now.
In the book of rhymes.
~
the book is back, its even more wack and less exact.
Jerking off at...
12:58 PM
Saturday, March 20, 2010
66.5( Homework)
Mike check 1,2,1,2.
Homework was neglected except for a few.
Maths is done,
I think English there's none,
Having too much fun
when it comes to Chinese,
i am intellectually stunned.
The rest, i'm just not sure.
There's Geog, but where's the paper.
Later, imma do it.
I meant tomorrow, whatever.
~
Ah screw it, It to screw to reduce to nothing but screws. so imma be screwed to screws till there nothing left to screw. screw this. Imma scew it b4 it screws me. Lit see hu screw first eternally.
Jerking off at...
5:00 PM
66th- back in the rap.
My rhymes,
sorry if i post too much of em this time.
Think back,
it took me 2years to get use to rap,
I was so stressed that i needed some serious help.
and the answer was in the media sell.
Well,
Listened to am all day,
admiring their word play,
always okay with MCs doing their own unique way.
But after countless poems,
do em'
for special people who truly noe em',
supporting my rhymes for the sake
of liking it, don't nid to fake
and it will take
me to the next level for my own sake.
Though my thoughts filled with hate,
the reminder of supporters helps me tolerate
the people who truly irritate.
Thank you for the thoughtful praise.
~truly am grateful.
Jerking off at...
3:13 PM
Friday, March 19, 2010
65th- I'm fucked up
listen, listen.
Pay attention.
Time to change the station,
tuning in to Rap clown's recitations.
Not only are these beautiful creations
his but its all free form examinations.
Listen,
you still listening, reading?
whatever it is your calling,
The stuff i do here is all sickening.
So when you cum, come
to some measurable sum,
you'll definitely go dumb,
hum,hum,hum,
Then you'll feel like your head is in your dad's bum.
then you feel like wriggling your way out with your own thumb.
Then the residue you
have is still cool if you still do
listen to true stupid shit
that this blog has for you.
You feel what i'm saying to you?
You don't!?
...
Well thats just too bad for you.
Just know that i'm coming,
cumming to your house in styles,
here to vandalize your eyes
with my ridiculous, almost insane trials.
Right now i'm starstruck.
Joking! i'm moonstruck.
Don't tempt me coz i have my own monster truck.
Shit, i just did a whole post without saying fuck.
~nice
~I'm so high rite now.
High on you!!!
xD
Jerking off at...
6:13 PM
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
64th- bad habits
Here is a reminder,
never do drugs nor cigarettes later
in the future or even better, never.
Here's the thing,
bad habits which affects your life,
i go against it,
coz you'll nvr see the light
if you do all those unsightly shit.
Tik, tok, tik.
Time is passing and you're wasting it.
Don't do it,
Avoid it and do something meaningful, pips.
The words you read,
you must indubitably heed.
~Smoke and it'll destroy your hope. While you dangle on that rope, others are laughing as you choke to death due to dope.
Jerking off at...
2:23 PM
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
63rd- No hate
Looks its the time.
The time to spit some random shit,
random shit with my amateur rhymes.
Friendship doesn't cause a dime,
its worth more,
and if you can't see that, your a worthless swine,
whore, hoe, anything will do.
as long as your not mine, im happy too.
Whats with this constant controversy?
People hating on one another for no reason apparently.
Listen to me,
Me is who you should be listening, me.
See,
i might be a hypocrite for saying this shit
but stop hating, even a little bit.
Take a sit,
reflect about this emotional kill,
the thrill you get from destroying their will.
Feel free to spill
your hate on innocent victims till
they come back and attack and soon you'll regret
the thanks that you lacked, for that fact,
hate is to blame for igniting that flame.
*sigh* what a shame.
This could be avoided if you just took the blame.
~ stop hating.
Jerking off at...
2:53 PM
Saturday, March 13, 2010
62nd- TGC
Today basically,
We had TGC,
(Temasek Grand Carnival), its an acronym.
Not only did it hurt my limb,
But my team,
was confusing, distracting,
everything that i didn't need.
But i managed it with some minor difficulty,
Attendance was especially,
the worst amongst thee.
What else could i have done?
I was managing sec ones...
I'm dearly sorry,
for neglecting my class.
I was supervising unfortunately
for the sec ones, most importantly.
Please,
Don't hate me
just because i put my student leadership
before my class's urgency.
I truly am dearly sorry
for being uncooperative
with the class's uncertainty and perplexity.
Overall view,
public were more than few
... Chaotically true.
Jerking off at...
7:22 PM
Thursday, March 11, 2010
61st- Englsih
Due to the importance of English,
I'm gonna take the initiative.
The initiative to post a new word a day.
A day, a word.
A day, New information to learn.
A day, more time to burn.
English.
Very important, Cause i need to polish
my vocabulary and grammar.
Cause if i don't practice, its gonna vanish.
But imma vanquish
over this rap, the gap between the level between an MC and me
will be overcome and the victor will eventually be me
and it won't affect my vanity.
*Vanity~excessive pride in one's appearance, qualities, abilities, achievements, etc.; character or quality of being vain; conceit
~Learn to understand
Jerking off at...
7:50 PM
60th- History
Oh great.
The flu is back again.
The agony, the pain,
the resistance to sneeze is in vein.
Enough about my being sick to gain.
History... Must i mock more about history?
Why not... Isn't it already fucking me?
The project is difficult to get a B,
The most i think we might get is something lower than an E.
Please,
V***a sucks like Feces.
These tasks are indubitably wasting me.
Knock knock.
Whos there?
Jank.
Jank who?
Janki V***a!
J to the A to the N.K.I.
Who the fuck wants to fuck us up until we die?
JANKI!!! JANKI!!!
YAY JANKI!!!
Fuck you!
~This is total verbal constipation.
Jerking off at...
6:29 PM
Monday, March 8, 2010
59th- online work
Damn this online work is difficult.
No time to be in a state of exult.
Can't go to some of em website. Despite,
"clear" instructions given its like,
the work is meant for an adult
or maybe i'm just too lazy for the results.
Not here to insult, not here to consult,
no means to do it, no means to turn to the cult.
Its all about hard work,
better understanding how this bullshit works
cause i don't.
I'm only good at something not everything
cause everyone can't noe everything
simultaneously speaking.
~How to do is uncool work, fools?
Jerking off at...
1:17 PM
Sunday, March 7, 2010
58th- mass cip
Today was mass CIP.
Basically,
we had to ask people to donate "intentionally"
to the presidents challenge for charity.
It was tiring and crazy.
I only made 27 dollars.
while others had 100+, even crazier.
Was that even possible?
People!
How the hell is that do-able?
Its not like putting money on the table,
we had to go out...
what did you do to get that much, shout?
~how the?
Jerking off at...
8:07 PM
Saturday, March 6, 2010
57th- english is important
English is important.
Don't doubt that its important.
Its usefulness is the reason to which
why i wanna be better at it .
Take a sit, take a dictionary and read it.
But sometimes... im too lazy to do so.
Too busy to flip the pages, too slow.
But one day a word can help my lyrical rhyme flows.
English helps enhance
my rap to advance,
No longer will i be a lance
but i'll hav a prof. rap stance.
Gimme a chance
to put people into a trance
like a sense of intimate romance.
~English is important.
Jerking off at...
10:30 AM
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
56th- History project.
History oh history.
Why the fuck you fucking me?
Mrs V***a oh Mrs V***a?
Why you making me go crazy?
In the first place, Why the fuck are you teaching history?
You're lessons are nap time for me.
You're so boring that I prefer dying.
Suicide is the only way out of your teaching.
~sigh.
WHY?
Why you giving us an impossible task, why?
Why don't you retire so that we can rehire, why?
WHY WHY WHY?
I fucking hate you mrs V***a!
You're such a mother fucking arse.
you're pimples look like stars
in the night sky, haha.
Fuck lah.
Hell is nothing without Mrs V***a!
~Fuck Mrs V***a- history tcher.
Jerking off at...
7:54 PM
Monday, March 1, 2010
55th- blogging rhyme time
Aight,
its blogging rhyme time.
where else can you see words that rhyme the whole time.
Then the time to rhyme must be less than last time,
Does the rhyme take time or does time take rhyme?
If so, then my rhymes take up time that just sorta rhymes.
Unfortunately, rhyming needs timing, so time takes rhyme.
Do you understand the time wasted on reading this rhyme?
Or are you just taking your time reading this rhyme?
Then, kick back and enjoy the blogging rhyme time
and rhyme with the same timing as my rhymes the whole time.
So in the end, rhyme rhymes with time the whole time.
What a waste of my rhyme time rhyming...
Jerking off at...
3:40 PM
Sunday, February 28, 2010
54th- lil bro diss
Ma lil' bro is so fucked up.
Shows no respect to elders cause none does to him.
He is so fucking thin,
thinking he is so fucking superior to me.
Fucking piece of shit he is.
I'll shove his head through the floor and down to the earth's core,
until all his blood pours.
Unfortunately, parents exist,
So now there is twist,
its fixed.
I'll be screwed if i did.
One day,
he'll seriously die by my hands.
I don't give a fuck if i carry out an offense.
I'll leave him anywhere to rot with only his short pants.
Imma fucking bruise him, that's my last stance.
Jerking off at...
2:16 PM
Friday, February 26, 2010
54th- twisted my wrists
Pain sia!!!!
Some na be twisted my wrist.
extremely worse than a stitch.
Some piece of shit,
referring to a black indian shit,
tripped me "accidentally". While i was running cross country.
That ki mak better feel guilty,
cause i'm right-handed unfortunately.
Did you not see where you were running when you was running into me?
It fucking hurts excruciatingly .
Trying to twist it back fully
is totally turning out badly.
Damn pain.
some can comprehend my ordeal,
but it is fucking pain- the feel.
The predicament wouldn't be real,
if that moron didn't hav two left feet.
~IN SO MUCH PAIN!!!
Jerking off at...
4:36 PM
Thursday, February 25, 2010
53rd- Rap
It must be irritating,
posting about rapping...
you can't blame it.
Rapping has
lotsa meaning,
Listening to the rhymes the time
that always affect ma mind...
mind blowingly radical
special half- rhymes.
Wish i could freestyle rhyme
like those skilled MCs,
the ones that are better lyrically. See,
Sometimes, one looks for a special skill,
Wanting to be distinctive from human beings.
Attempting. . . rarely succeeding.
Just keep trying.
~Rap. . . music to my ears.
:)
Jerking off at...
8:40 PM
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
52th- rap music
Music helps to relax,
the mind the body so kick back.
Forget about the world for afew secs,
and let the beat and words get in through your intellect.
Its perfectly perfect,
but nothing's perfect,
so this is near perfection track.
In fact, eminem's raps
are the best tracks.
~Rap rules
Jerking off at...
7:54 AM
Saturday, February 20, 2010
51st- Today... wediing, no dance concert
Didn't go for the school dance concert yo.
Didn't purchase the tickets though.
WHOA!
I didn't even know!
Anyways,
Went to a wedding today.
Wore some new clothes to celebrate.
WANTED to throw a grenade at their driveway make em' drive away...
So i can have all the food for myself and none for they.
MUAHAHA.
haha here haha there.
I'm laughing at everything now,
even when they gimme a straight stare,
I really don't care,
cause i there is a 99% chance that i won't be serious there.
I'm not fair to those whose skin are fair.
Racist cause all i do is curse and swear.
~Be angry
Jerking off at...
9:54 PM
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
50th- flu
I have this annoying flu.
Always going "ah choo!".
When the only relief is a tissue...
Sneezing, sniffing , passing it to you.
Having no pleasure in blowing my nose too.
ARGH!
i hate it!
To the fucking core i hate it!
Somebody please pass me a remedy.
I want to be left alone peacefully,
without this irritant following me.
~sigh.:(
Jerking off at...
6:33 PM
Sunday, February 14, 2010
49th- Happy cny and valentines day
Happy valentines to all,
In love we shall fall.
To enthrall
But we are too young and small
... How can we "go out" when we can only crawl?
Happy Chinese new year,
May many hang pao's appear.
its the quality time with parents, premiere.
Respect them,
that part is clear.
~peace out:)
Have a day ahead.
Jerking off at...
5:41 PM
Friday, February 12, 2010
48th- I needa change
Wow...
haven't posted in awhile.
Nothing to talk about seriously, wow.
Still swearing and cussing,
slacking, lazy to do anything right now,
But i can't allow
this constant attitude of mine change my fate.
No longer can i procrastinate,
I must do my hwk b4 the due date.
Before it's too late. . .
I don't want an empty plate,
I want more than just hate...
I have to focus and concentrate,
at least spend 15 mins studying,
that'd be great.
I need that "Nvr give up" trait.
Cause in my current state,
I'm going nowhere.
Jerking off at...
6:36 PM
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
47th- ncc camp.
I'm back from two days of ncc camp.
Kinda boring and i think i got fat.
As i sat, on the table eating some of that
fattening food... i was kinda glad
that the food were delicious...
although some animals bled and are dead.
...
Missed everyone.
i was suffering under the sun
and was talking about cunts...
met this horny guy from ping yi, mohit,
with all kinds of sexual stunts.
....
celebrated my mom's b'day when i came back.
What the fack!
So little time to bath and and change in a snap.
But went to somewhere to eat,
wished mom happy b'day and enjoyed ourselves.
I feel kinda bad that i did not give her a treat.
Mom, Happy birthday... although i forgot that it was today,
~Night and peace out ya'll
... its great to be back.
Jerking off at...
8:51 PM
Thursday, January 28, 2010
46th- vulgarities
Lol.
Today was funny plus crazy.
While we were sitting in the parade square,
some people... ... nvr mind.
i can't say it cause the school want things to be fine.
I guess this is where they drew the line.
Can't mention it cause its a 'classified type of kind.'
Fine.
They said that ******** had a blog,
about some ********* acts and all
kind of crap and some mother fuckers hp no. to call.
They said that in the same blog,
vulgarities were written, swearing like a dog.
... ... ...
Whatta a fuck is wrong,
with saying fucking fuck fucked words?
its not like you're doing it with girls.
Vulgarities are special,
unique from all those boring mundane words.
Although they are unusual,
Cussing at morons
would be the best thing to go on.
Would you agree with me since freedom of speech isn't gone?
Jerking off at...
6:42 PM
Friday, January 22, 2010
45th- A new begining
Learned alot of lessons today.
Meaningful things to lead my life the right way.
I should sculpt my life with a proper clay.
So while i pray, destroying bad habits that always stay,
I can happily play, joyfully with with what i already crave.
Like i said,
in my previous post and now again,
Imma enslave
my fears and i shall be brave
and frequently behave.
Jerking off at...
8:37 PM
Sunday, January 17, 2010
44th- I need motivation.
Why don't you guys read.
Its not like one will receive
bad and evil deeds
when you fucking read!
Tag!
that is when i finally know if you had read.
It truly is sad
knowing that i rhyme for no reason.
What happened to my determination
and where's my motivation.
I crave people's assertion.
In this post, I use similar repetitions.
These rhymes CAN be different.
I need your answers.
To answer my worrying question
-" Why do i rhynme?
when i noe people don't read em' all the time.
I try so hard but fail to plaese your 'kind'."
~peace out.
~sigh.:(
Jerking off at...
3:10 PM
Thursday, January 14, 2010
43rd- I just don't give a fuck
Cause i just don't give a fuck.
There is nothing wrong with being vulgar you retards!
Just let myself take me to places without even trying hard.
I don't always have to use my fucking trump card,
cause my normal abilities will play that part.
Fuck you bastards for hating my rhymes.
While your hands and feet are bind,
imma blow your fucking mouth off with a land mine.
And this will be the only god damn sign,
cause dissing you will be fucking fine.
~peace out haters.
Jerking off at...
4:56 PM
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
42nd- I'm fucking sad.:(
Are you fucking kidding me!?
While i stayed at home,
you guys went out without me?
While i was all alone,
in front of the computer.
You guys were filled with laughter,
with the absence of my presence.
Ya'll have no idea how i feel.
How can i deal
with this.
Are you for real?
Sadden...
in disappointment...
Am i burden?
Is this some sort of lesson
that i'm suppose to learn
with my emotions half broken?
~peace out.
~sigh...:(
Jerking off at...
8:01 PM
Saturday, January 9, 2010
42nd- Some one Acknowledge!!!
My blog is called divine repetition for a reason.
Rhymes are in the posts and if you listen,
My whole damn playlist is full of rap and repetitions.
And if you scroll downwards,
You'll see lots of mystical poems.
Im so upset.
that i can't believe i let
my own rhymes interfere with me which led
me to despair.
Why doesn't anyone care.
I can't bear with this no more.
i hope somewhere out there somebody sill enjoy these posts
which i compose.
Those are the people who i admire.
The desire to gain assertion
from these 'supporters' is the motivation
to continue on my repetitions.
That was my determination,
but as the days past
and the lust to continue was dematerialize,
i realized
that the only 'supporters' were my eyes
and my mind, with some other guys
and gals.
They will always be my best pals
Thats my comprehension.
~sigh
Jerking off at...
8:46 PM
41st- highlight.
I ain't posting all the time now.
Cause i'm too lazy to use rhyme sounds.
And i ain't got the time to blog around.
So peace out...
tag and shout,
"fag and fuck out."
Say any absurd curse words,
while i'm non-existence to the world.
Jerking off at...
3:14 PM
Monday, January 4, 2010
40th- worse freestyle
Today was fucking crazy.
I actually did a freestyle improperly.
Could've done better
if i wrote it on paper
and realize the rhymes before I be a freestyle rapper.
Have to be cleverer
in the way
i configure rhymes that day.
And display, proper rhyme flows that'll stay.
I hate myself soo bad though.
Where the hell did my repetitions go.
Once, I had em all.
Now my stupidity has led to my downfall.
As i call,
out my words
that flew like the birds,
Rarely coming down to the ground.
Now as i burn
in my sorrow and never learn...
I feel like such a loser.
Raping like a moronic rapper.
Next time,my rhymes'll be more superior.
~peace out.
Jerking off at...
4:51 PM
Saturday, January 2, 2010
39th- new year
Happy new year!
2 more years till 2012 is here.
Hopefully 2010'll be better.
Homework might be done later.
Express here i come!
Have to study hard. I don't wanna be dumb.
And i want an i pod and i need some
money before i can get it done.
Gonna save.
During every recess, every shock wave.
I need to be more brave
and use my fears as my slave.
Good luck to all achieving
something new in this new yearn starting
... started... But make sure to always believing
in yourself. Hardwork or you'll start failing.
~Peace out.
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10:48 AM
Thursday, December 31, 2009
38th- Elated
Don't noe why but i'm... kinda happy.
real jolly and emotions are back recently.
Felt this way two days ago coincidentally.
... whatever happened, i will nvr stop rhyming.
I'm superbly happy.
I'm not on ecstasy,
Not on drugs but from being friendly
... to some1 while chatting
on msn typing.
Wrote a rhyme for em' but don't noe if she liked it.
While i sit and think abit,
about at night at the barbecue pit.
~sigh.
~peace out.:)
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7:33 PM
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
37th- Sister diss
Dear Sis,
Fuck you sis.
Now its time for you to get dissed.
I hope your skin get infested with fleas.
As my anger increase,
the more i think as you as feces.
Damn you fat ugly bitch.
You fucking smart alec.
Any moron can detect that,
that you're showing it proudly with your superior intellect.
Keep it to yourself or to your ass fats.
Why don't you tell it to some1 who actually gives a shit,
We have a pet cat...
tell em' your opinions and those dumb ass facts.
Nobody gives a shit about the way you act
and your arguments thats too complex.
I just go along with it to show respect.
I could beat you any time,
in fighting and with any rhyme.
You always threaten to fight, you fucking peace of chyme.
You're just lucky i don't fight back.
Cause ltr i would show disrespect,
and later,
the hospital bill will be greater.
And those won't pay for themselves, sister.
One day, i'm gonna reach my boiling point.
As i wait for that day, be thankful that you still have your joints.
So peace out sister,
I mean whore, bitch and a lousy fighter.
Thinking, that you're better than our mother,
Fuck you and now every1 in our family hates her,
except for our oldest brother and his father.
Sis, i hope you rot in hell and drink urinal beer.
I bet you fear, that you will steer, your way into having a bad career,
And fate is tired of you running over all his deers.
~peace out, bitch.
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8:46 PM
Sunday, December 27, 2009
35th- No recognition.
Is anybody really reading my posts?
Or just looking at the length of words there are.
Cause although i'm from the 'east coast',
Rhymes like these don't come this far.
La-di-da.
read em' and write what you think lah.
I'm confused.
I feel like I'm putting effort for no use.
I guess i did lose...
in a way... Self-abuse.
no excuse.
I'm now really in the blues.
Homework has not been done.
Not having alot of fun.
Time is running out and i can't
make it in time and its blunt.
~sigh.
ouh and peace out.
Jerking off at...
10:54 PM
Friday, December 25, 2009
36th- merry christmas
Merry Christmas!
Do you have the spirit of this holiday?
Even though you don't celebrate.
It isn't too late. :P
Give and you can receive.
And believe...
Then will you conceive
something new... Its as if,
a holiday celebrated by all, chief.
~peace out
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11:36 AM
Saturday, December 19, 2009
35th- Parents diss
I've realized something.
Do you noe how bad children are always appearing?
One of the reason is due to bad parenting.
Stupid adults make stupid, unreasonable rules.
Which make themselves look like fools.
And they think they can control 'us' like tools.
Giving 'us' lame reasons like
'cause i told you too.'
Mather fuckers don't know shit!
i mean poo.:P
What is the fucking reason?
They don't have any so stay silent.
You guys pro'lly don't noe why i'm soo fucking random.
I just hate my parents.
Like em' sometimes, but seldom.
They always have a problem,
with the way i act.
But the truth and fact,
Is that they lack
reason to why they give stupid rules and regulations.
I guess i'm not the only one in this nation
with this mother fucking complication.
At times, I wish i wasn't god's creation.
Never being born would be the best solution.
Now i have another dream.
And it seems,
that that dream
is not to turn out like how my parents did
I am grateful that they provide food for feed,
and we are just their growing seed.
And if we disrespect them... ain't a good deed.
I guess dumb rules and bad parenting will lead
to a fucked up and defiant child for awhile,
unless they change their deranged ways and rearrange
their parenting ways and figuratively change.
It may seem strange.
but at this age,
Everything will eventually change.
~peace out
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1:48 PM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
34th- The start of something new... i think.
Whoa.
It has been a long time,
since i posted and now i'm back with a rhyme.
For the past few days,
It has been nothing but dota plays,
sports cap meetings and displayed
hard work and co-ordination and tired that i stayed
back in school.
Stupid meetings got me tired... soo uncool.
While i felt like sleeping
the whole time and wanting
to go back home. Doing nothing.
But rather i wanna roam, out in the open exercising.
Na' mean?
But anyways... I think everyone hates
me nowadays. I don't noe if it is true.
But i have been really blue
and done some things that might get me there too.
As long as i have my balls, my words, and a life story to tell,
My friends as well.
Don't wanna lose em' till i sell
my soul and go to hell...
just joking.
I won't sell my soul
except to an angel in heaven whole...
Don't wanna live in world soo cold.
Wait... .... ... Do i make sense?
I guess from this week, i will commence
my holidays at any expanse.
Gonna be intense.
Peace out pips.
I'm off to eat some chip and dips...
Don't even noe how that taste on ma' lips.
~Peace
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8:06 PM
Sunday, December 6, 2009
33rd- i don't give a shit!!!
Okay, umm. here's the thing.
I feel kinda lazy to always be blogging.
And it ain't easy doing it and rhyming.
Sure, i could stop it at any timing.
but if i did start stopping,
both rhyming and the blogging,
I might not be interesting,
compared to the rest.
So rhyming in posts is kinda like the best
for me.
I think.
So this whole update is a waste of my ink,
you time your energy... there is no link.
I hope my blog doesn't bore nor stink.
So blogging won't be a frequent thing.
I guess this is the real purpose of me writing this and updating.
oh and
"spam! But leave your names man!
I'll be damned if you don't and i'll beat you till you have a muscle cramp"
~peace out:P
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10:15 AM
Thursday, December 3, 2009
32nd- Sports captain camp.pt 1... no pt 2:P
Hey there.
Back from somewhere
again. A camp is there.
4 days 2 nights camp in school sounds pretty fair.
But i am really tired from that,
that i can't bare
to post.
But since i am the host... ... ...
Here is a toast.
To all the people who went for camps
and survived it long enough to boast.
Enough about the intro.
its time to spit out some flows,
and some rhymes to throw.
So... ... ... ... ...
... ... ... ... ... ...
Aigh't.
I have lots to write
about what happened in the last 2 nights.
Though the schedule was tight,
we were able to finish it in the right
time.
Okay,
so for the first day,
Woke up early. But left late.
so in the end... I was late.
I really did hate
myself for that.
Cause in that current state,
i was really sleepy and woke up at six.
Then went back to bed...
Then woke up again
at eight,
Which was the start time in the first place.
So i took my packed bag and left straight away.
Once i arrived, i went into my group.
Can't believe i was alive, since my arrival was overdue.
So we played some ice breakers,
really funny stuff happened later,
cause the forfeits were even better.
Later,
we had a workshops fill.
One of em' was to improve our 'presentation skills'.
It was really helpful and it will
help us in the future if we sit still
and listen to what he has to say for real.
oh ya, about the teacher...
His name is Mr greg.
he was kinda "gayer",
than other presenters.
He was "big" ,
bald and his shirt was tighter
than his original body sizes.
His nipples were showing,
and i was at the corner trying
to hold in this enormous laughter.
After that,
We were fed.
Lunch was served and it was really fat,
but really tasty cause of that fact.
So as we sat,
making ourselves fat like Mr greg,
We didn't really chat,
but talked a little though my voice was flat.
Next,
We had to do an aerobics dance routine.
It wasn't that boring.
Rather fun but really tiring.
It was kinda embarrassing.
I still can't believe that we were able to create SOMETHING!
Next, we went for our wash up stat.
We went to the hall after that.
And then we had a briefing.
And next was some thinking.
Cause we had to create something
for the farewell concert... like singing or dancing.
And we then chose acting.
Lots of preparations ... really tiring.
So then we went home.
really tired from it all.
And i bathed and fall
flat on bed.
For the second day,
It will be written tomorrow.
That is what you have been told.
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3:21 PM
Saturday, November 28, 2009
31st- Why me?
Yo, today was fucked up hard.
So stressed from this treasurer shit
and to lazy to start
my heavy tasks.
These tasks are really hard,
I have to call everyone fast,
and remind all of em' to bring money,
more money, again and again, and pass em' to me
on the camp date itself with all sorts of regulations which are really
complicating.
Something to do with investment or some other thing.
Have to create
a list by the due date
which might and eventually will be too late
for me cause i have not even started it yet.
Have to ask some people about
what to bring for the camp right now,
cause i lost the paper. How
could i possibly be qualified to be a treasurer. HOW???
A question which i keep asking my self up till now.
Responsibilities,
nothing to do with my specialties.
Math is.
I can count but can't keep
things in check. Its like what the heck.
Losing things while i sleep
and lose track
of where i put it. Here or there.
So isn't fair!!!
Upset with some poeple's attitudes.
They have illude
me with their so called 'change'
and are really rude.
But don't wanna diss em' and cause a feud
between em'. For the greater good.
~peace out
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8:01 PM
Friday, November 27, 2009
30th- Homework got me berserk
Its been a long time since i posted.
lots of things have occurred.
i just couldn't be bordered.
So yesterday, i went to school,
for a sports captain briefing which was kinda cool,
had to make farewell cards for those seniors too.
Had to create a routine
which made us look like fools.
Have to remind everyone
to bring money for the camp food,
make sure they understood
the new 'rules'
I Seriously think that i'm losing my divine lines
again.
Cause this time, like the last time, i lost all the nice rhymes.
What a pain.
Thinking it fresh is sorta better.
My goal is to go to express with greater
marks and later, to be a professional rap freestyler.
I have not done my homework yet.
I guess i'll set-
-tle it later in the months ahead.
Even though i might forget,
I'm just too lazy to do all that
homework.
If only i had
this thing called 'hardwork'.
Seems troublesome and its driving me berserk.
I hate chinese.
I'm not being racist,
i'm just so fucking irritated with this
language cause of its characters which help increase
my stress. At least,
there is comprehension,
which helps in the addition
of the completion
of marks.
~peace out.
Jerking off at...
6:07 PM